anyone still reading my blog?
Lol. =D

Taking a break feels good.

Been handing in blank pages for quite some time.
The game always stops halfway.
*Blanks*
God knows why.



Compromise is not an option.
"That's your problem, don't create trouble and become my problem."

Faith has gone.

Despair is what remains.

The feeling of letting go is ever stronger.
That would be irresponsible.
Holding onto the smallest things to stay afloat.




Perhaps I'm just tired.

2 blog entries to spoil my mood.
Everything aside,
Mid-semester tests first.


Don't talk like you know everything.

Don't talk like you know me.
Even if you did, well, people change.
Fuck situations.


If you have anything to say,
say it IN MY FACE.

After my tests, that is.



Who won't be sick of all these shit.



Oh my dog.

Seriously, you're killing my sense of humor.


To make others think positively about you,
you have to think positively about them first.

If you keep thinking, "they are bad, they are bad".
Do you think in your mind they would ever be good?

It takes two hands to clap,
same goes for making up.

No one wins in a war.
If you think I just want to win, how wrong you are.

Wouldn't it be funny for a leader to give in?

Doesn't it seems like the parents are gone and siblings are fighting like nobody's business?
Lol wtf.
Parents -> Respect.
Elder siblings -> Little / no respect.


I just want to find back the feeling for all of us. (Long long time ago)
If you don't want to co-operate, fine.





Just fuck off.

I think I used this sentence today. Lol.


On second thoughts, I won't elaborate on this picture.
That person should know.

A taste of how we used to train in the past.

No rest.
No air-con. (During clubhouse renovation)
No mirrors.
No complaints of tiredness.
No shit.


Yeah it's tough, but that's the way it is.
Past trainings have been too slack, WAY too slack.

Keep the concert in mind and forget all others.
The concert is supposed to pull everyone to work together and all.
It seemed to have defeated its own purpose.

If that's your narrow mindset, no one can change it for you but yourself.
I don't want to see the splitting of sides, but if you don't realise it yourself,
there is nothing I or we can do.

Even if some don't say it out, it was written all over the face.

But you know what?





I don't give a damn.