it's either too busy or too lazy to blog..
plus some other *secret* reasons too.. haha..

anyway, been preparing for e boonlay countdown 2008 real hard..
seeing e efforts of e juniors make mi feel better..

it's so freakin scary la!!!!!!!!
e countdown seems so big-scale!
there's ministers n mediacorp involved!

e emcees r Kym Ng n Dasmond Koh man!!
n there's songs by Aliff (dunno who =X) n FELICIA CHIN!!!!!!!!!!
^_^ LOL!!!!!!!!




Light Up The Darkness.

Merry Christmas everyone~! =)

i tink i sort of wasted away my xmas eve.. lol..
slept thru e day of xmas eve cuz i had overnite mahjong e previous nite.. hehe.. >.<

wan go out oso lazy.. everywer seems to be super crowded..

spontaneity is tml's schedule!
but lunch's at my bro-in-law's place..


e boon lay new year countdown on 31st dec seems to hav snowballed..
holy shit..
i'm scared!!! Lol..

wat a way to start e holidays!
super memorable workshop with shinta-san n takada-san..
super bad runs..

last week's workshop was sat n sun with hidano-san n ma-kun..
great experience..

tis week's workshop was sat, sun, mon, n tues with shinta-san n takada-san..
oh.. n agm-cum-stayover on mon nite..
SUPER DUPER WOW EXPERIENCE..
mani mani thanks to all the people who contributed to tis wonderful memory..
like shuling's sparrow = 我打西.. haha!

although i was feeling terribly feeble on sat n sun..
although i was constantly having e runs on mon n tues..
i reali reali enjoyed e whole workshop n stayover..

i'm missing e lifestyle already~!

the 'last' dinner.. lol? 2 bigheads blockin mi n takada-san.. z.z
final pic b4 they 'fhew'... almost shed tears, cuz domu was cryin.. =.=
our 'special' place.. =)

mani mani attack point no!
OH MY GODDDDD!!!
level level up!
DON doko DON doko.
fighto!
ever repeato.
cheam tiger.
cheam rabbit.
base ryme.
main ryme.
good pen no. crazy pen.


i miss shinta-san..
oh my goddddd!!! like gay.. haha.. watever..
best sensei ever~!!

xmas is comin~

tml is agm-cum-stayover~

let's get into e mood~

one word to sum up..
sick..
feeling cold, cant summon my strength, no appetite, dizzy if i stand too long, n i cant take cold wind / environment..

but i feel tat it's a basic form of respect n appreciation tat i turn up for e workshop tat u hav made possible for us..

contact wif e drums gav mi strength..
but e journey to n fro was unbearable..

goin off to slp.. soon..
P.S. it's a record for mi to slp so early! lol..

juz wen i tot. . .
nvm..

onli disappointment lies in my heart..
i can onli say i lost faith in u..




i wan to be un-feeling..
cuz everything tat i feel for juz breaks down..

finally..
everything seems to tide over..
lookin forward tml~!




for another thing.. too..
finally..
it's over..

False Pretense - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
{But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

hidano-san 's workshop was simply superb..
awed by e new styles..
one should be flexible..

i reali enjoyed myself.. it's like something tat i used to in e past..
juz wen i tot things were better..

who noes..
it's e cheese thing all over again..


it's been a long time since i uploaded pictures, i realised..
here's some pics of Hidano Workshop 7-9 Dec 2007 b4 i get all emo.. haha..

note: posture was thought up of by hidano-san.. lol..
e essence of taiko drumming..
look out for tis priceless signature on our clubhouse mirror!
tryin to an suan hidano-san wen he was packin.. got caught red-handed.. =.=

he was kind enough to let mi 'an suan' successfully.. haha..

hope to c hidano-san n marrrrrrrrrrkun again soon!
meanwhile.. let's all do our best to perfect hidano-san's adventure! specially written for us.. =)
next time we meet, we'll be better in our skills! Hidano-san!




never hav i felt so hard to express appreciation..
n everything tat i wanted to do seems to be 1 step slower..

everything seems to hav drifted away..
no i'm not referring to daiko..

been numbing myself..

wat a time to lose myself..

not doing anythin cuz i tink it's unfair to either of us..

til i find myself back..




our 7 person clique seems to hav turned to 4 person clique.


*no negative thoughts no negative thoughts no negative thoughts*

bloggin is starting to feel like a chore alr..
somehow i dun wish to say how or wat i'm feelin too openly..
let's juz let e song speak on behalf of mi..




anyway, hope u're enjoying urself out there.. though i doubt u will c tis..
here's e perfect song for u..


Mary Jane - The Click Five

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary Jane





bitch..

i overslept my JLPT.. great..

i tink i hav depression. period.

tml's JLPT 4 test date!
erm.. i didnt reali studied.. nor prepared.. lol..
juz take it as it goes..
been reaaaaaaaali tired..

anyway, performed at SP Global Fest Concert n got to c music n dance performances from all over e world..
quite nice, i muz say..

e followin song was sung by SP Star champion..
nice~!! though tis song is like 4 years old.. haha..



Drops of Jupiter - Train

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Repeat 1st Chorus