Guess this song!
I've looked high and low for this song for a long time, man.

It somehow displays my feeling now.






I got OWNED on someone's blog. =_=

I feel like learning so many things.
All musical instruments, and maybe a little of dance.

Someone told me that if I want to learn so many things instead of focusing on one, it'll result in having to stop everything halfway.

@.@


Compromise.

Suddenly feel like blogging about my ITP.

ITP is to help us get a taste of working life after school.
And I hate it.
I absolutely hate routines.
Unless it's something I have interest in, then I don't mind the routines.

But I'm doing something that is :
1. boring
2. tiring
3. mentally inactive
4. a chore

The only thing that is on the positive side is :


The pay.

The pay is high, compared to other ITP workers ONLY.
But I think to work at the EFusion job I was dispatched to originally would not have been any better.
Instead it would be worse, in terms of pay.

That's enough said.

Just endure,
Train up,
Think more,
And grow up.


Tomorrow work starts again..

Friends.
You never know how much you need them until you lose them. Either temporarily or permanently.

True friends are hard to come by.
Same goes to those who are 'compatible' to you.

A simple " Take care " seems so emotional. Haha.

Poh Lim.
Don't have AX belt buckle don't come back. Lol.

ITP is really taxing. It's just the first day and I ended up with a numb right index finger, 2 scratched hands, a lifeless body and an injuried soul.

Lol.

And I had the strength to go play badminton. Haa.. -.-

So much story to share on my ITP, that'll have to wait till tomorrow.
That's if I'm not dead after work AFTER GYM.



Ownage schedule.

Share some pictures before I drop dead on my lovely bed.


This cat has the stressed up face, don't you think so? XD
A close up view of the stressed up cat.
I see a funny similarity. Lol.
(Too bad she smiled, if not, LOL)

Blogging in my 1st uncle's house (my mother's side) as i have nothing to do.
Haha.
I just lost 10 bucks at mahjong.

No Talent. -_______-

I'll just slack around.
If not, I'll just be a Chai Shen Ye and go around losing money. Lol.

Every year, lunar new year day 2 is always better than day 1 cuz day 2 is visiting my mother's side. Which I am closer to. ^^

Jaa.

This song don't need any guessing already.
Obvious. DUH. -.-

It's lunar new year season, but somehow, the mood ain't seem to be there anymore.
Perhaps it's cuz as people grow older, they start to come to realise some things, unpleasant things.
I would rather be a child in that aspect. Wistful thinking.


During a gambling session, I heard something that stunned me, a casual remark while 2 of my aunties were talking.

"Live until 60 years is enough."

I totally froze there even though it was so casual.
It made me think about my life.
With that as a reference, I have lived 1/3 of the lifespan.
I questioned myself,
"What have you been doing?
What have you achieved?
What are you aiming to achieve?
WHAT DO YOU LIVE FOR?"

Live to live?
Purpose, for the life that I lead.


Stop and stare.
The world so beautiful out there.

Fair ain't what this world's about.
Fair ain't what you really need.

Yeah, I know that everyone get scared.

Steady feet, don't fail me now.




P.S. One of my auntie asked me the very same question I dread to hear every year.

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

GG.....

Overdressed?!! Someone obviously doesn't have any sense of fashion. Who cares.
I haven't even whipped out my new CNY clothes! This is just my mix and match of my old stuffs.
Except the new hat and shoes.


This is my full view! Cool eh? Not nice must tell me, I don't mind one. If you have a better suggestion, even better. Haha.

If not, just shut up cuz you don't have the guts to wear what I dare to wear.
Nor the body, not to say the creativity.

No offensive.. ^^

Wow, I didnt realise I haven't been blogging for quite some time since my exams are over!
Tons of happiness. But all that i envisioned to do after the exams somehow disappeared.

I realised I have changed.
Must be because spent too much time with Poh Lim.
He always say a lot of nao things.
Haha.
Joking. ^^
Anyway, thanks a lot.
Making me study at the CC; i can never study at home, truthfully speaking.
Teaching me a lot of 'philosophy' of his. Haha.
Gymming times.
ITP SAVIOUR!! (Hopefully it's a success)
And everything that I might have forgotten, you know how bad my memory is. Lol.


I like the cut out from The Newpaper posted on his wall.

" Life is for living, live it.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the foor of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to because you only have one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that in the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years - count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away! "


I have changed, and I wonder if I would still fit in.