What Makes A Man - Westlife

Oh yeah
This isn't goodbye even as I watch you leave
This isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry even as tears fill my eyes
I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be okay

Chorus
Tell me what makes a man
wanna give you all his heart
smile when you're around
and cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
wanna love you the way I do
girl you gotta let me know
so I can get over you

what makes her so right
Is it the sound of her laugh
that look in her eyes
When do you decide
she is the dream that you see
that falls in your life..

when you apologise
no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Repeat Chorus

other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you
Tell me

Repeat Chorus




song dedicated to myself..
though Westlife is like.. nvm..

FTL :
Mon - Mahjong.. lost $0.70
Tues - Mahjong.. lost $3.10
gg..

tml start doin e-learning work..
hopefully can study a bit..
or will procrastination triumph?
baaah..

SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO

Tell mi wat makes a man.

horny, sweet, naughty, caring, smart, and rich = pohlim

he says..

Labels: ttz..

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath,
after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

sry readers..
been busy these few days..
i 'Escaped' trainin on sat..
celebrated my brother-in-law's bdae at chinatown's 10 dollar ktv for e whole afternoon..
now a bit sore throat.. lol..
after dinner, played a 6 ppl pool.. with e help of poker cards..

now feeling damn sian..
adrenaline rush seemed to hav ceased..
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK..

tml mahjong session with poke, guston, ti ko n chuchupeans..
hua hee.. 1st time had such gathering wif my pathetic DARE 2B/02 class..
my clique FTW.. still lack 2 typicals tml.. mx n ah poo..




no reason y after 2 live-ly days, i'm feeling down..
fucked up.. must be cuz talking to u on msn..
it's always ups n downs wif u.. cheesepie..

unstable concoction brewing during e trainin..
n melvin sparked it off..
wat the fuck is ur problem..
i dun like such childish taunt and mocking..
it seemed like a small incident, but e gesture is veri big to mi..
so, gd luck to u lar.. stepping on my tail aint a wise thing to do..



smth tat i've learnt at my GEMs, though i slept a while..

1. What You See Is What You Get..

seriously man.. tat's e true way of life..
it's e total opposite of hypocrites..
saying wat u feel, it's better den ACTING polite n backstabbing ppl rite?
haha..

2. Singaporean adults are veri bad at expressing emotions..

quite true.. maybe it's e shyness..?
seem to c poker faces all along.. watever..


felt tired these few days..
it's like a slp-inducing cloud ish hangin over my head.. haha..



For those who watched Live The Dreams~!

so hate it wen extras come in to disturb a beautiful song..
Jenny!!!!
a nice song until those finalists came n spoiled it!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
ESPECIALLY FENDI~!!!!!!!!!
HE DUN DESERVE TO WIN LAR!!!!!!!!!
TMD..
luckily By Defination (or izzit Definition?) won..
if not... Live The Dreams FTL..


adding on..

3. Verbal, Vocal, Visual. Which has the most believability?

Verbal - 7%
Vocal - 38%
Visual - 55%

Verbal is e message - e words u say..
Vocal is ur voice - e tonality, pitch, pace, n rhythm of voice..
Visual is wat ppl c - ur facial expression n body language..

in e past, there wasnt any technology..
thus ppl communicated face to face..
so there's all 3 Vs present..

a few years back, ppl used to communicate widely using telephone..
there's still verbal and vocal..

NOW, ppl mostly use MSN or SMS to communicate..
wat's left of e 3 Vs?
onli Verbal..
a mere 7% believability..

wat can u infer from tis?

had so much to blog tis whole day..
but wen i put my ass on e computer chair n start loggin in into blogger,
i cant seem to find all my words..
weird..

been feeling like a loner these few days..
been to gym alone..
swimmin and suntannin alone..
eatin dinner alone..

solitude can make a person emo for no reason..


lucky i turn back to my cheerful self wen in company..

i tink..


juz 1 more thing b4 i go to slp..

i cant believe tat i hav to write an argumentative essay!

e most unbelievable part is tat :

I HAV NEVER WRITTEN, NOT EVEN ONE MISERABLE ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY IN MY ENTIRE 5 PATHETIC SECONDARY SCHOOL YEARS!!

lol.. gg..

I Will Follow You Into The Dark is SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!!!!!
haha.. moi ish addicted to it dip dip..

watch e youtube video n u'll noe y~!
haha.. i luv e rabbits~! =D

the song is so simple, yet with sophisticated lyrics..
it's so emo, yet so sweet n romantic..

tat's wat deeply attracts mi besides e touching video..
i'm super addicted super addicted SUPER ADDICTED to tis song~!
i seldom giv such high compliments to songs de neh~!

some1's gonna wanna slap mi for stealing her song.. AGAIN..
haha! XD
SIC~! Sharing Ish Caring~! bwahahaha..

Labels: luvs~

I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab For Cutie

Love of mine some day you will die,
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule,
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black,
And I held my tongue as she told me,
"Son, fear is the heart of love."
So I never went back.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

You and me have seen everything to see;
From Bangkok to Calgary.
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down;
The time for sleep is now.
It's nothing to cry about, '
Cause we'll hold each other soon.
The blackest of rooms.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

slacked my day away~!
at least i got out to meet poke for sting ray!
wahaha.. delicious.. but like not hot enuff.. =X
nevertheless, SHIOK! haha..

tml ish gotch clementi cssc performance n trainin..
z.z
on a SUNDAY..
oh wells, gtg slp~

EDMW ftw..
lols.. so damn boredx.. been surfing it all day..

well almost all day..




JAA~

gymed on thurs, gymed 2day, swimmin n maybe gymmin tml,
daiko trainin on sun, maybe gymin on mon..
GG..

2 tired to talk abt 2day..
juz glad tat everything turns out fine..
ur silence is wat frightens mi, im not reprimanding u..
i was speakin to u as an equal..
i juz felt tat rushing was not a gd way of teaching..

so tiredx..
100% Whey Isolate FTW~!

seems like i hav a very demanding reader.. haha..
i dun update, he complains..
i update, he say too short, might as well dun update..
LOL~!

somemore ish pervert lai de!!!!!!! wahahahahahaha..

he kan phua tio OWNEDDDDDDD..

we went gym juz now n he tot he saw his fren from ytss.. a gal..
he TOT..
den he giv her e 'Hello' eyebrow and smile.. (raises eyebrow n smiles)
no response from e gal, she juz stared at him..
LOL~!
GG..

wrong person LAR!!!!!!!! gahahahahaha.. XD

tat gal muz be tinkin : WA LANNNNNNNNNNNN
遇到 PERVERT!!!!!!!!

lol pwned..
gen ben make a FOOL of yourself.. XD

someone must be smiling today..

Especially and only today..

HUA HEE..

note: not me..

sch day blues..
thankfully, tml's thurs alr!

lookin forward to nth though..


damn.. elmo's comin out..
*stuffs elmo back in*

you are seriously screwing mi up,
if that is,

your personality.

whoaaaa.. ytd total no life.. 2day kan phua life.. Lol..
i spent my whole freakin sat wasted in front of my bloody com.. ROT!!!
like wat pohlim said.. wat a sin as a 19 year old.. lol..

2day gao xing.. lol..
gym in e morning, suntan in e afternoon, watch tv show and use com at nite..
"aaahh... life.." ^^
week 4 liao.. abit dou liao.. gettin rdy to start engine liao.. muz typical like my frens..

like a bit addicted to swimmin n suntannin on sun liao.. haha..
make it a point to do it every sun..




wont talk abt how irresponsible i feel u r.. since i am not supposed to noe it.. Yet..
we will survive.. harhar..




advised to redraw myself.. i'm not happy abt it ah..
cuz it's like tellin mi not to be myself? lol no offence though i feel u're quite rite..
i juz dunno how to do it.. lemme c how it goes 1st can?


furthermore.. i feel like i'm so secretive.. i tink ppl onli noe abt 20% of mi? ftl..
i juz cant seem to find any whom i can talk everything to..
EVERYTHING N ANYTHING..
not tat i dun trust.. juz not appropriate.. haa..

weird to say contradicting things.. but tat's wats i'm feeling now.. so.. be it..
wat an even weird-er way to end off..

P.S. i'm lookin SOOOOOO much like elmo rite now.. cuz sun tan has not made my much darker,
but much redder!!! lol.. >.<

wa lannnnnnnnnnnnnn..
now even more ZAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

liang quan juz told mi tat my tester is e BEST TESTER..
n tat was his 1st tester too..
he was formerly from SSDC, den went to CDC..
Robu Isnin..

same tester, same fault, same 1st attempt..

wa lannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
FUCK!!!!!

kan phua moody..
i juz lost a fucking best chance to pass TP..

back from 30kg weights gym workout.. almost strained my left arm..
who cares..
feeling much better now.. thx once again.. pohlim.. =)

我真的很不甘心。
i've let down all those who wished mi good luck n those who had high hopes on mi passing..
most importantly, i've let myself down..
there goes my planned birthday present to xy, cl and sl..
it was a definite pass if not for e stupid kerb.. Fuck..


shan't tink more.. if not i'll zam e wall again..

group photo of ytd's "E drummer" movie outing..
credits to jack.. n e unknown passerby photographer..



ZAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..
damn kerb cost mi 20 points n 2 immediate failures..
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..

cumulated 26 points and 2 immediate failures..
2 Strike kerbs : 10 points each
Mount kerb : Immediate failure
Improper action causing accident (mount kerb) : Immediate failure
Change lane abruptly : 4 points
Incorrect braking technique : 2 points

moody rage..

later goin gym all workouts 30kg.. CB..

Labels: rage..

currently in sch.. countdown 5 hrs plus to my TP!!!
DOU to e MAX!

gettin excited n oso scared at e same time..

thx for all e gd luck wishes~! =D

E Drummer was not a bad movie.. but not too good either.. shabby movie plot.. but superb drummin skills!
felt so worthwhile to watch wif so many new daikoreans.. haha..
it feels like those times in e past~! woots.. HARHAR..

went past a ESPN soccer advertisement last sun.. it was.. meaningful? lol.. still in my mind ah..

No slacking, only attacking.
No tears, only revenge.
No fears, only goals.
No cheers, only roars.

i juz kinda like it.. hahaha..

tml's e big day!! TP ah.. DOU!!!
muz relax relax relax.. ~.~
*prays for luck*
i dun wan to hav to do all workouts 30kg eh.. wan my life izzit.. lol..

P.S. Thx mel for e IVP windbreaker! it's damn nice!! haha..

2nd last driving lesson b4 i take my TP..
much better.. but still.. lack of confidence in parkin n changin lane.. lol.. =X

school blues man.. these days..
cuttin down on my dota time.. need more slp.. =/


shan't comment on smth though i hav tons of comments..
n i noe for sure alot others hav as much if not more to say den mi.. lol..


counting down 2 days to TP..
btw i'm a Choleric from tat temperament test.. =) wif a score of 40..

one hell of a nite on sat..
zq the terrorblade / twin head dragon bdae..

cake fight sia.. plus whip cream n all..
nope i didnt take part.. haha..
pics will come later.. tired now.. tml's lesson at 10.. to 5.. gg monday blues..

2day (sun) planned to go swmmin n sun tan de..
who noes e stupid weather play trick on us..
us as in mi n zc.. fred couldn't make it cuz he has to meet his tenant..

we swam a while n waited for e sun to come out.. which didnt..
n it rained..
so we went out to eat lunch..
whilst walkin there, e sun CAME OUT!!
veri veri strong tat type.. ****!!!

wth lar.. since we were alr out, might as well go eat 1st..
following spoils e day:

e western food stall we wanted go ain't open,
n after we ate, e sun was gloomy all over again..

damn.. next week we'll try our luck again... =)






wat can i say.. harhar..

2day's driving lesson ZAM!!!
tio scolded n nagged upon until like fuck..
small small mistakes will cost mi 1 TON marks for my TP.. DOU~!!!
2 more lessons n it's my TP alreadi..
n my morale is like damn low lar.. cb.. cant concentrate.. argh!!!
nvm, tml will be a better day! i hope..

poke MOODY..
gf tio bully.. he RAGE sp school flower.. haha.. nv knew he love his gf so much.. =X as in, couldnt c in e past lar.. cuz he wif us 7 guys always.. ehem ehem.. hehehe.. shan't sexpose him..
dun say i kp u lar.. haha..
u r my mentor leh.. lol.. ish u make mi wan to go CC n study de.. gym oso..
so i muz reali thank u..
THANK YOU AH ONG POH LIM!!!

poke FLY liao.. lol..

u once wrote in ur blog..
Good Things Come To Those Who Wait.

i shall try n c.. haha..


time flies..
7 days countdown to my TP..

firstly, i would like to specially reply jack's kind tag..
my reply :
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
JACK
U
WAN
TO
GO
SUN
TAN
!!!!!!!!!!!




lol.. purely for entertainment.. no harm intended.. >.<

been receiving complaints tat they dun understand wat i was blogging abt for these few days!!
lol..
tat's e whole point.. wahahaha.. =P

dun read too much into it lar.. lol..
i oso dunno wat i was writing.. nonsense maybe.. =X


GEMs today revealed to mi tat my type ish an Agape..
most prob u dunno wat's an Agape.. n i'm not bothering to elaborate.. harhar..

okok.. i admit.. i'm goin crazy.. soon..
somebody come ease it,
kick mi,
slap mi,
knock some sense into mi..

haaa..

-refresh


aLvIn is back!!!

haha..
i thank all who has showed mi care and concern.. =)
i never knew, i never knew.. lol..

to those in doubt, i hereby declare tat all my previous posts doesnt concern e newly formed couple.. haha.. onli once i quite distinctly referred to them..


lastly, i hope tat u noe tat all's abt u..
y should i hav let wat some1 said abt u affect wat i tink abt u?
even if she's ur fren?
u hav once again given mi hope,
strength,
and courage
to carry on..
i juz hope tat i'm right..



i desperately need a tan.. any1 up for suntanning sessions? lol..

Labels: back and badder den ever

True - Ryan Cabrera

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

things definitely seem to be lookin gd.. i'm surprised!
no retaliation.. tat 4 letters r so powerful.. lol..
gdgd.. i meant no harm too.. =)




the more i talk to you,
the more it seems tat wat she said was true.
i can't deny anymore.


i called out loud,
all but you answered.
i'm surprised at the replies,
but nevertheless thankful.

it's time to pick myself off the ground

and get over it.




Fuck.