welcome

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan





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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ( 12:22 AM )

You Would Be a Pet Dog

You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you.
You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them.
You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda.

Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends

Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble

What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing

What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun
What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

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( 12:20 AM )

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.
What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

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( 12:07 AM )

common sense? haha..
funni cut-out i saw at my lecturer's room.. it's a chinese zodiac.. below r e animals on.. MC? lol... XD



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Saturday, July 28, 2007 ( 12:41 AM )

YES!! i finally finished readin Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows~!
wahahaha.. i luvvvvvvvvvv it.. it's superb mans.. e story plot fits in like a flush; like a jigsaw puzzle.. wif e final piece in, i can reali say tat J.K.Rowling is one of e best storywriter.. =)

my negativity towards snape is finally gone.. my respect for him went up like a rocket..
*salutes*

oh.. n i finally skipped my GEMS for e FIRST TIME!!! ^^
for wat? haha.. went gymin.. >.< den went for class gathering at fc5.. free pizzas.. wahahaha.. but e trip to e gym seems wasted.. lol.. eat so much.. all e fats burned came back already..



2day's trainin was not bad.. i c some talent(s).. enthusiasm.. hope.. enjoyment.. happiness..
most imptly.. daiko's future.. haha.. not juz from 2day oh.. but over e weeks tat i observed.. =)
jiayou oh~ fresh.. nono.. muz say.. Juniors~ ^^



OK - 张震岳

生命之中有多少经历
还值得细细回忆
尤其是感情那些刻骨铭心的回忆
好多年都不曾忘记
我们都在寻找真爱
花钱也不能买
但是你问我什么是爱
它没有正确答案
只能凭感觉
在人海里寻找所谓的爱
有人随便玩玩
有人拼了老命在玩
有人一辈子没有伴
过著东奔西跑的日子
来到不熟悉的城市特别容易孤寂
想著挥之不去的问题
尤其面对自己总是没有头绪
感情和个人的平衡点常常失去重心
放手上风一吹就会掉下去
有时却想放弃
摇摇欲坠其实最自私是自己

我可不想装的很可悲
好让人家来给我安慰
这一段时间我很ok
顶多如有时候早早睡
当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边
寂寞很ok 一个人ok 习惯就ok
寂寞很ok 一个人ok 习惯就ok

走一步算一步
寻寻觅觅当你遇到一个喜欢的人
却不想在一起
也许只想一夜情而已
放了真感情却害怕自由会失去
这世界上只有两种人
男人和女人
每天上演同样的剧情
谁又爱上谁谁又背叛谁谁又伤了谁
乐此不疲的表演好累
但是没有人能够脱离
再翻离谁可以跨越出去
结果因人而异
有的信守终生有的继续等
有的干脆剃度
永远不再过问
这红尘滚滚心中是否沸腾
还有多少时间值得继续等
曲终人散走在陌生的街上
剩我一个人唱

我可不想装的很可悲
好让人家来给我安慰
这一段时间我很ok
顶多如有时候早早睡
当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边
寂寞很ok 一个人ok 习惯就ok

爱情面貌我是不了解
却把自己搞的很狼狈
有一段时间我不ok
把灵魂混在黑暗里面
当然还是有一些小小的都不在身边
寂寞很ok 一个人ok 习惯就ok
寂寞很ok 一个人ok 习惯就ok

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Thursday, July 26, 2007 ( 10:39 AM )

didnt realise i didnt hav to come for RWP lesson.. cuz it's finished.. z.z come here to slack n do my own work.. here i go again.. bloggin.. gahahaha..

juz had e juniors meetin ytd.. not bad.. not bad at all.. e response was better den i had expected.. a little disappointment here n there.. but.. still okay ba.. haha.. total confirmed no. of juniors we still hav.. 17.. ^^

there's juz tis 1 bitch who quitted.. makes mi feel sooo negative towards my previous club.. fcukin hell.. aahh.. shan't let her destroy my mood..

plans laid out for tis holiday.. realised tat tis is e last 'true' holiday for mi.. next 'holiday' will be my ITP.. z.z sadz.. tat's y i muz make FULL use of is holiday.. haha..

i muz :
1) train up my muscles
2) train better muscle shape
3) lose weight
4) build up 6 packs.. ( =.= e hardest)
5) not foegettin SUN TAN!!!!

gahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. XD if i can accomplish half of e things i set out to do.. happi already.. haha.. ^^

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ( 12:24 AM )

in contrary to my previous entry, i hav nth much to blog abt.. haha.. juz tot i'll drop by..

maybe i'll juz address smths..

1. Xin Yi is a bully
2.Xin Yi is a pervert
3. Xin Yi is a weirdo

wahahahaha.. half jokin half true.. =X heh..

how come u hav ALL (n i mean ALL!!) e pics tat i put as my msn display pic? even veri veri private pic tat onlin my desktop n handphone has de, u oso hav?!?! wth.. argh.....


be at peace wif oneself is being happi.. dun be affected by external negative things..

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Saturday, July 21, 2007 ( 11:47 PM )

thought of sooooooooooooo mani things to blog abt whilst walkin home..

den now 4get alot le.. =.= yea yea STM i noe some would say.. BUT is actually tooooo much to write le la.. how can i rmb.. lol.. XP
shall juz write wat i can rmb.. haha..

let's start wif e 1st thing in e mornin.. woke up at 7.30.. den took my time to prepare n den went to buy 'Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows'~! =D but den... waited quite long.. lol.. abt 1/2 an hour i tink.. =.= wth mans.. nvm.. lucky i got e paper bag.. which was runnin low wen i was nearin e counter.. haha.. lucky mi~ got "limited edition" Deathly Hallows paper bag~ haha.. den again.. it's bright orange in color.. not veri nice.. watever..

ate my brunch while watchin kids central.. =X haha.. no other nice shows to watch le.. hehe.. wen i finished eatin.. was 9 already.. z.z i eat macham like erhm erhm liao.. aahh.. den rushed down for my drivin lessons.. sianz.. go ubi again..
wen will i learn parkin?!?!?! ggrrr....

rushed for daiko trainin afterwards.. reached at around 12.30 i tink.. DOOR WAS NOT OPEN!!!
wth.. n trainin was supposed to start at 11.. =.= in e end xy came to open e door at abt 1 plus..
hmmm.. was a little pissed off.. but was more of like kena affected by SB.. =X (sry bro) jack n him were there at 11 n waited for abt 2 hrs!! n SB was so pissed off (i tink / feel) tat he went home at 1, skippin trainin.. i do not blame him.. nor any1..

i juz hope tat something would be done, so tat similar incidents do not happen ever again..
cuz tis is e 1st time i've seen SB so tulan.. tink abt it.. put urself in his shoes.. i tink he has e right to be tulan lor.. n i personally tink tat e key holders owe him an apology.. Personal Opinion.. no offence oh.. juz tryin to voice out for my bro..... n jack.. lol..

rites.. shall continue.. trainin was o-k-a-y.. den went to watch Alone wif daikoreans.. most.. plus junior Han Bing.. he's so ON~! *salutes* ^^
Alone was gd!! rating : 4/5
nice combo of thriller, ghost, n murder.. n wif a twist to it.. nice plot..

i didnt noe ALL e gals in daiko hav weird 'habits' wen watchin horror movies.. lol.. e 1 on my left (identity disclosed for privacy.. HAHA~!) keep leanin to my side n pushin mi to e rite side of my seat.. cuz her other side was empty.. lol.. funni number 1..

STILL GOT!
my rite side de (identity oso disclosed for privacy.. =P) is famous for her scream while watchin horror movies.. =.= banshee~ hahas.. as i said earlier.. i kena pushed to e rite side of my seat by funni number 1.. den u can guess le ba.. HAHA.. now my rite ear bit deaf.. XD lol.. screamer la.. haha.. e WHOLE cinema onli she scream.. =.= den got 1 time she scared mi den i oso scream.. waa PAI SEH.. i cover my mouth after tat.. hahahahaha..

juz imagine kena hamburgered by them.. wahahaha.. ultimate.. lol.. but luckily they serve as a small distraction so i wasn't fully engrossed in e movie, hence not so scared.. more scared of e screams.. LOL~! jkjk =P


dinner was at bugis.. not so nice.. but mai hiam bei pai.. haha.. e onli negative thing tat i cant negate is e bill.. each person $9.. wa... damage.. z.z

nth much le.. went new urban male (num) n window shopped afterwards.. haha.. too broke to buy anythin..


total liabilities: $18.50 =.= *ouch*


new thinkings added:
1. responsibility is impt..
2. dun harp on -ve things too long.. move on..
3. forgive n forget.. ( e forgive more than e latter )
4. let go..


maybe there's more.. but these r all i can rmb.. haha..

gotta add tis.. pls forgive mi if i offended any1 in tis post.. haha.. no offence n no hard feelings~ =)

lookin forward to tml's sports carnival (organised by Japanese Association, Singapore [JAS]).. haha.. cuz got Wadaiko performin~ woots~!

slp slp~ zzz..

argh.. wen can i find time to read harry potter n e deathly hallows..? =.= i can onli squeeze some time here n there to read.. grrr.. i'm so itching to read e whole book..
oh timeo.. wer r u~

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( 1:26 AM )

我们的歌

已经听了一百遍
怎么听都不会倦
从白天唱到黑夜
你一直在身边
如果世界太危险
只有音乐最安全
带着我进梦里面
让各自都实现
无论是开心还是难过我的爱一直不变
不论是HIPHOP还是摇滚我的爱一直不变
(所有美好回忆记录在里面)
这张 forever love 那么深 我们的歌那么真
不过界 跨时代 再不会叫 kiss goodbye
有没有一句能够动人心弦
情人总分分合合
可是我们却越爱越深
认识你让我的幸福如此悦耳
能不能不要切割 继续唱我们的歌
让感动一辈子都记得


i wan to go k-box!!!! ='( sadly no money... =.=

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( 1:03 AM )

not bad not bad.. =)
i got $$ to buy harry potter book 7 tml mornin~! XD yay yay yays~! hehe.. shall be 1 of those to queue up at yishun northpoint popular bookstore in ard 7!! hahas..


seriously broke n not happy.. =/
tml watchin Alone wif daikoreans.. hmmm.. i wonder how would i settle my lunch n dinner tml.. no $$ =.=

tml mornin quite packed.. wake up at 7.. (hopefully i can wake up) go buy harry potter book 7.. den read a while.. 9am go for drivin lesson.. den rush to daiko after tat.. watchin Alone wif them at 3.. or izzit 3.30.. lols..


hmmm.. i wonder wer does 'lunch' comes in.. >.<




haiz.. wer were e times wen everybody could 'high' tgt.. almost everytime at trainin..
n to add on.. we're like losin more n more freshies.. =(
gonna compile e freshies list n try to get back some freshies if possible..
WE NEED BONDIN WIF THEM~!

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Friday, July 20, 2007 ( 1:02 AM )

wa... damn sian now.. i'm declared broke.. kena scolding by my mum liao.. z.z over-spend le.. wth.. i need to save cash le.. haiz.. tat means no good food for quite a while..
so broke until i cant join u guys to watch Army Daze.. =.= srys..

lookin on e bright side.. i can go on a DIET!! hahas.. though is no choice de.. heh.. hope my willpower will hold mi strong from buyin goodies.. haha.. i'm such a glutton i noe.. =P



"eh.. i noe u need my help RITE~"

wahahaha.. ultimate lol.. shadnt sexpose who.. hehe.. later he TIO.. XD
had some fun b4 our maths test 2day.. hahaha~ so fun.. we shld hav such 'outings' more often.. haha.. but muz scan e coast clear anot.. >.<




hope i can squeeze some money to buy e book 7 of Harry Potter.. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.. haiz.............................................................

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Thursday, July 19, 2007 ( 1:37 AM )

tis story is cut n paste from my fren's fren's blog.. haha.. hope she doesn't mind.. considerin tat she oso cut n paste from her fren's blog.. heh.. anyways, SIC; Sharing Is Caring ma.. haha.. >.<


A boy was watching his grandmother writes a letter.
At one point, he asked:'Are you writing a story about what we've done? Is it a story about me?' His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson: 'I'm writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I'm using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up.' Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. It didn't seem very special. 'But it's just like any other pencil I've ever seen!'' That depends on how you look at things. It has five qualities which, if you manage to hang on to them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.

First quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and he always guides us according to his will.

Second quality: now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpener. That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he's much shaper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person.

Third quality: the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.

Fourth quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So, always pay attention to what is happening inside you.

Finally, the pencil's fifth quality: it always leaves a mark. In just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action.'

how simple n true it is.. =) englightenin perhaps.. 2nd quality is so so so so true mans.. it jzu fits in so nicely.. haha..

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( 1:31 AM )

在哪里
她到底在哪里
终于知道我给的太少
我的宝贝在哪里
哦 好可惜
象是场梦而已
醒来以后发现她却走了不会变不灰心

告诉我爱在哪里
找过高找过低
爱在哪里
一直寻寻觅觅
爱在哪里
如果看到她 说我还在这里
告诉我爱在哪里
找过东 找过西
爱在哪里
仍然无声无息
爱在哪里
我好想念她能回(快点回)来因为 爱在哪里

爱在哪里

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( 1:16 AM )

been ordered to update my blog he say.. ORDERED.. lol..

oso nth much to blog abt.. haha..
boring week wif 2 tests.. 1 was over 2day (wed).. glad to say tat it was still ok.. but it's a retest wif marks capped at 50.. so i tink shld be abt to get 50 ba.. haha.. at least pass..

tml still got 1 more test.. =.= Engineering mathematics.. DOU!!
find circle, volume, newton's method.. lan de.. sounds so easy.. but to do is so hard.. bleah..


zhi cai pang seh mi!!!! say wan to watch harry potter wif mi.. den go watch wif aiai 2day liao.. ='(
zzz.. i go watch wif sl they all.. =P



muz go slp liao.. zzz.. tireds..

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ( 12:03 AM )

tat 5 letters have finally shattered..

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Friday, July 13, 2007 ( 11:10 PM )

Sick..

apparently sickness n highness goes well together.. haha..
was sick since i boarded e train to sch.. e stiffling smell of e TODAY newspaper made it worse.. gav up readin it halfway due to e vomit-inducing pugent comin from it..
i lasted through e whole day.. even managed to 'high' during trainin!
wif horrific consequences though..

was chased around by paparazzi wif camera phones.. I DO NOT LOOK LIKE CHICKEN LITTLE.. ( neither big chicken.. ) lol..

some pics of e day to share~

cool pics taken at aero lab..


classic.. lol.. >.<>

finally, e pic of great wisdom.. in case any of u cant c.. i'll type it out..


Don't make assumptions


When you assume - you make an ASS out of U and ME! (ASS/U/ME). Check your facts.


P.S. not referring to any1.. but assumptions r reali all around.. ask wen in doubt.. dun assume.. ppl..

okies.. juz to summarise all.. I DUN LOOK LIKE CHICKEN LITTLE OK!!!

c.. i look so cool la.. lalala~ hahas.. XD

gg to bed nows.. hope i'm fit enough tml..

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Thursday, July 12, 2007 ( 12:20 AM )

beautiful.. looks like somewer inside mi..

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ( 1:07 PM )

Lose Yourself

Look, if you had one shot, and one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted in one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

Yo
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There’s vomit on his sweater already, mom’s spaghetti
He’s nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won’t come out
He’s chokin, how, everybody’s jokin now
The clock’s run out, time’s up, over, blau!
Snap back to reality, Oh, there goes gravity
Oh, there goes rabbit, he choked
He’s so mad, but he won’t give up that
easy, No
He won’t have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don’t matter, he’s dope
He knows that, but he’s broke
He’s so stagnant he knows
When he goes back to this mobile home, that’s when it’s
Back to the lab again yo
This ol' rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don’t pass him

HOOK:
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
Cause opportunity comes once in a lifetime... you better

This soul’s escaping, through this hole that is gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom’s close to post mortem
It only grows harder, homie grows hotter
He blows it's all over, these hos is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he’s known as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He’s grown farther from home, he’s no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water, these ho's don’t want him no mo, he’s cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
And so the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it’s old partna, but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

HOOK

No more games, I’ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginning, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepped writin, the next cipher
Best believe somebody’s payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can’t get by with my 9 to 5
And I can’t provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddamn food stamps don’t buy diapers
And it’s no movie, there’s no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it’s getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter-totter caught up between bein a father and a primadonna
Baby mama dramas screamin on her
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I’m like a snail
I’ve got to formulate a plot or end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure’s not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem’s Lot
So here I go it's my shot.
Feet fail me not this maybe the only opportunity that I got

HOOKx2

You can do anything you set your mind to man

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ( 12:23 AM )

weddin dinner was great! haha.. tis is e 1st time i'm eatin a weddin dinner wif frens.. so much fun.. instead of juz eatin n eatin n eatin.. haha.. ^^ so sad sheng bin left halfway through.. haven started highin n u left.. =/


anyways, table 12 macham like some ktv table.. LOL.. halfway through we were playin hai dai chuan n e loser has to drink red wine.. haha..
while playin, i'm sry to say tat some1 was so high tat she dropped her 'armpit'!! LOL~! =P

high nite with crazy laughters..

conclusion : some ppl reali cannot take any alcohol.. lols.. >.<
group photo: in e changin room before everything started.. haha.. oh.. jack's not inside cuz he takin e pic.. thx jack~
lastly, i wan to thank xy n her sis n 'jie hu' for inviting us.. =) wish them happi eva after.. ^^
cheers,
P.S. pls stop highing.. it's 24hrs after e event alreadi.. hahahahahaha~ XD u affected mi.. i affected e drum wheels.. hahahahahahaaha..
AND THE NIGHT
HAS COME
*pang* off comes e wheel.. XD
P.P.S. =.= craps i cant make my spacin appear.. they juz disappear..! juz like e armpit!! XD

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Sunday, July 8, 2007 ( 1:16 AM )

Taiko trainin has resumed.. for e freshies, at least.. seems like we seniors r slackin.. haha.. still haven started trainin for ourselves.. >.<

most of e freshies hav moved on to learnin takada! =D well done.. jia you~ ^^

juz to sum up e week's freshies trainin..
wed: e freshies breezed thru e challenge 'Perfect 10'.. *salutes* haha..
thurs: tedious.. soloin again.. (luckily for abt half an hr onli) tis time against 10 freshies!! =.=
i tink e ratio of trainers : freshies for thurs is unbalanced.. haha..
fri: all gals.. i realise.. haha.. wasnt reali clear headed.. slp for onli abt 2hrs.. here's sayin a heartfelt BIG sry to all those tat i've offended or affected.. i'm sry.. reali.. to tink of it.. i was givin a black face at trainin.. as to why.. i oso dunno.. lols.. shld be too tired.. haha.. so sry oh..

jia you oh~! freshies=)

dinner tgt wif daikoreans on wed, thurs, fri n sat.. ^^ wed was bugis hawker centre.. thurs burger king at dhoby ghaut.. fri 主炒 at tiong bahru.. 2day (sat) roadside styled hawker centre near e esplanade.. =)


for friday's dinner, we actually wanted to go KFC at tiong bahru.. as for e reason, c e pic below! haha..
2 aunties holdin coupons for KFC!!! wahahahaha.. big aunty holdin big coupon which saves up to $240.. small aunty holdin small coupon which saves up to $100.. =P haha.. i still remember.. lols.. identities cannot be disclosed.. LOL.. dun ask mi.. pls guess urself..

ended up eatin 主炒 as e KFC was crowded.. HAHA.. oh.. n i 4got to mention.. freshies came along too~! =) bondin bondin.. heh.. we had xin yi, cally n kelly law/tan (kai li)..
story/experiences sharing session was fun(ni)~ hehe..

we went to watch ndp preview fireworks!! *glee* it was nice! took pics macham like no take.. ( pardon my sudden drop in singlish.. =P i need my slp.. ) mz took a video of e fireworks.. u noe wat to do if u wanna watch~ haha..

=D i like tis pic alot~! we look cool~ heh.. juz ignore e reflection at e background.. XD

weddin dinner performance tml.. erm.. i mean 2day.. =.= den e references to sat's outin shld be ytd den.. lol.. aahh.. wat e heck.. i'm too lazy to go change.. haha..

rock on..... zzzzzzzz..

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Friday, July 6, 2007 ( 2:39 AM )

Sing For The Moment

These ideas are nightmares to white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care
He's a problem child
And what bothers him all comes out, when he talks about
His fuckin' dad walkin' out
Cause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him out
If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin' black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his nose
His house is a broken home, there's no control, he just let's his emotions go...

[Chorus]{C'mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years
{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c'mon)
Sing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away...

[Verse 2]
Entertainment is changin', intertwinin' with gangsta's
In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Holy or unholy, only have one homie
Only this gun, lonely cause don't anyone know me
Yet everybody just feels like they can relate, I guess words are a mothafucka they can be great
Or they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hate
It's like these kids hang on every single statement we make
Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen
From standin' on corners and porches just rappin'
To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at you
To get they hands on every dime you have, they want you to lose your mind every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannon
Any dispute won't hesitate to produce handguns
That's why these prosecutors wanna convict me, strictly just to get me off of these streets quickly
But all they kids be listenin' to me religiously, so i'm signin' cd's while police fingerprint me
They're for the judge's daughter but his grudge is against me
If i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesn't make sense Pete
It's all political, if my music is literal, and i'm a criminal how the fuck can I raise a little girl
I couldn't, I wouldn't be fit to, you're full of shit too, Guerrera, that was a fist that hit you...

[CHORUS]

[Verse 3]
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well can it load a gun up for you , and cock it too
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault and i'll get sued
See what these kids do is hear about us totin' pistols
And they want to get one cause they think the shit's cool
Not knowin' we really just protectin' ourselves, we entertainers
Of course the shit's affectin' our sales, you ignoramus
But music is reflection of self, we just explain it, and then we get our checks in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it
How we can come from practically nothing to being able to have any fuckin' thing that we wanted
That's why we sing for these kids, who don't have a thing
Except for a dream, and a fuckin' rap magazine
Who post pin-up pictures on their walls all day long
Idolize they favorite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in their lives
Till they sit and they cry at night wishin' they'd die
Till they throw on a rap record and they sit, and they vibe
We're nothin' to you but we're the fuckin' shit in they eyes
That's why we seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and hold it
Cause we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our
songs and we can...

[CHORUS X2]

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Thursday, July 5, 2007 ( 11:00 AM )

now in Report Writing and Presentation (RWP) class.. haha.. wat am i doin..?
writing nonsense.. hahahahahahaha..
cant help it.. it's too boring.. heh..

juz realised i 4got to collage my 2nd half of my hiroshima trip.. tat's y haven update.. >.<
sry.. i'll do it soon, now tat i've remembered.. haha..



circumstances hav made my mood translate to listenin to rap music..
( damn my english is gettin bad.. )
eminem is e god of rap mans.. i doubt if there's any ppl i noe tat listen to eminem religiously.. haha.. except e person tat introduced mi to rap of cuz.. haha.. but i've lost contact wif him.. =(


seriously,
ol tis is makin mi tired..
like it's reali no longer e same anymore..
oh man.. y.........................................................




maybe i'll juz sit back n relax since i'm neither needed nor used by both sides.. small things actually matters a lot.. assumption is actually takin things for granted.. it will even drag someone else into trouble..




i'm a LEFT-RIGHT.. FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, July 1, 2007 ( 11:43 PM )

hav been living life with too much fun mans..
window shoppin spree.. movie addict.. k-box.. sun tannin..
oh man.. seriously neglectin my studies.. 有心无力

=.= somebody save mi.. from having way tooooooo much life n fun.. lols..
i keep sayin to myself.. i need to study.. need to do work 1st.. need to focus..
but always ended up playin.. darn.. i seriously dun wanna repeat wat happened at e end of my sec 2 time again..

god save mi..





there r so mani things tat i cannot write here.. crap.. isnt blog supposed to let us write watever we wan.. hmmm.. maybe i should consider keepin a diary.. haha..
talk is big.. action speaks louder..

the more i touch on e subject, the more confused i get.. dun bring it up pls?

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