e exchange wif innova jc came out to be unfruitful.. gaaahh.. dun wanna talk abt them no more.. waste of time..

interview at e mindcafe was okay...... if i get e job, busy busy busy~
haha..

天下没有不散之宴席
saw tis at my fren's blog.. i cannot express how much i hate tis phrase.. sadly.. it happens all e time..

my classmate for a semester, poh loong, has passed away.. suicide..
not reali close to him, but i will nv 4get e funni shits tat he did during tat 1 sem.. wonderful memories yea.. bit radical for my stomach perhaps..
might be goin to his funeral either fri or sat.. i dunno.. i hesitate becuz i might get emotional at tis kinda places.. i hope i wont, if i go.. most prob i will go.. as a sign of repect..
R.I.P.

i hope all my frens value their lives.. to be living is a hope.. dun giv tat hope up..

Labels: mum and chilli and angel

wat i've been wantin is finally comin true~! hehe.. ^^

days r quite packed since e Hiroshima ppl came to singapore.. haha.. tis is onli e 2nd day.. n i've been reachin home at onli abt 11.. haaa.. tireds.. but enjoyable..

took them to glutton's bay on e 1st day and grocery shoppin at Carrefour.. took up e entire day!! =.=
2day i joined them at abt 3 plus doin web diary.. boring ah.......... but seeing their attempts at bloggin in english was funni.. wahahaha.. ( i noe i'm bad.. >.< ) den accompanied Masako to her Salsa lesson.. saw Chen Yang there.. lol.. tat teacher is FUNNI mans.. it's a she btw.. lol.. went to Clementi for dinner.. reached home at 11.. nao.. how come time always pass so fast wen u dun realise it? baaah..

tml's daiko trainin.. turned down Caster's devilish request to accompany around them tml.. *srys* >.< haha.. cuz tml there'll be an exchange wif e innova jc ppl! haha.. wonder wat kinda ppl they'll be.. hmmm..

riiites.. i'm tireds laa.. gtg slp liao.. mindcafe interview on thurs~! ^^

Labels: busy-ness

holidays..
been lookin forward to tis for AGES..
now it's here.. y am i not reali happi? =/
bored.. perhaps.. not excitin enough? baah..

NOT ENOUGH LIFE!!!

argh...................
luckily Hiroshima Institude Technical Polytechnic ppl r comin.. n i'm goin to welcome them tml.. i mean.. 2day.. haha.. it's mon 27/8 rite.. haa..
hope i get to show them around singapore during e holidays.. sort of repaying them.. ^^ adds a bit of excitment in my life.. haha..

riites.. gtg slp alreadi.. tml's start of daiko's trainin.. lookin forward to... Physical Training~!!! wahahaha.. weirdo yea.. but it's a gd opportunity for mi to train too.. haha.. nitez~

Labels: y not happi?

What I've Done - Linkin Park

In this farewell,
There is no blood,
There is no alibi,
Cause I've drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousands lies,
So let mercy come and wash away...

What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...

Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away...

What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...

For what I've done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving what I've done...

I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done...

What I've Done,
What I've Done,
Forgiving what I've done



on a happier note, 2day's suntannin was great~! haha.. but seems like i'm gettin redder rather than darker.. =/
oh, n i've sinned.. lol.. New York New York 's powderful temptation hav won.. haha.. muz repent.. eat less.. heh..

Labels: NYNY

Bleed It Out - Linkin Park

Yea here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my fucking mind.
Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.
Truth is you can stop and stare,
Run myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.
Yea someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.
Chop your words in a sloppy flow.
Shotgun I pump, lock and load,
Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,
Death is rolling in every verse.
Candypaint on his brand new hearse.
Can't contain him, he knows he works.
I hope this hurts, I won't mind.
Doesn't matter how hard I try.

Half the words don't mean a thing,
And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.
Make your dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.
I've opened up these skies,
I'll make you face this.
I pulled myself so far,
I'll make you face this now.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out (x3)




last paper tml.. finally.. been staring at yishun cc's 4 walls for 2 long.. goin nuts.. feelin so alone n left out in isolation..

did i mention before tat all my blog songs describes my feelings and/or mood? haha.. (almost all..
i tink.. )

Labels: so alone..

FOF finally over.. dunno whether i'll pass or not.. =/ but still, thx to all those who hav wished mi luck wif tis phobia paper.. haha.. last paper on friday.. den it's FREEDOM~!


all these while, i haven been out wif my frens at all.. juz studyin n studyin.. maybe sometimes slack a bit in front of e computer.. feels like isolation.. no life manz.. i'm goin mad soon.. isolation can do strange thing to one's mind..


friday, come quick!

Labels: isolated..

still remember e 1st time i went for FOF tutorial..
Mr Siew said, " Welcome to FOF! You know wat FOF stands for? It's Full Of Fun! Haha. "
tat time, i almost believed him as fundamentals of flight was ALL about aircrafts; how they work n such..
now.. i will juz say.. BULLSHIT.. it's 99% not fun at all.. =_=
it is e most stressful module i hav ever taken.. white hair white hair white hair.. zzz..

these few days all spent inside yishun community club study room muggin.. from 11 plus a.m. ALL THE WAY til 9.30p.m. (of cuz got dinner break la..)
tis is seriously no life to the MAX!!!!!!!!
if i cant pass tis module wif at least a C, i'm gonna knock my head on the wall.. tis is e 1st time tat i've such low expectations for my module.. crap paper..

tml's e paper.. god hav mercy on my soul..

FOF = Full Of Fun.. (bullshit) Fattening Oily Fish.. (nonsense) Full Of Fucking shit.. (yeap.. but not enough to describe) Fucker Of Fuckers.. (DEFINITELY!!!)


i wish i can go back in time n murder e Wright brothers.. -.-

Labels: stress..

Nobody's Home

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobodys home
It's where she lies
Broken inside

With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why

You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobodys home
It's where she lies
Broken inside

With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

And Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind

And She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place...

Yeah... oh...

She wants to go home
But nobodys home
It's where she lies
Broken Inside

With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken Inside

She's lost inside,
Lost inside
Oh, ohh... yeah...

She's lost inside,
Lost inside
Oh, Oh yeah

engineering maths 2 was still ok.. for scorin well, quite a killer.. bp.. BP!! bei pian liao.. section c cannot choose anymore.. n i didnt study 1 of e question, came out complusory.. tink more den 10 marks fly liao.. =.=

next paper on fri.. o.O FRI... lol.. =X Aircraft Structures and Repair.. ACC for short.. z.z almost everything is memorisin de.. *morphs into a thumbdrive* on 2nd thoughts.. *morphs into a external hard disk* LOL.. need a hell lot of space.. XD *lames*

riiites.. gotta go slp liao.. tml muggin WHOLE day.. WHOLE.. =.= gen ben no life.. haha..



lames by Ming Xuan:
EM = Exterminating Myself..
ACC = Additional Coefficient of Craziness

=.= kan pua lame lor...... haha..
goin crazy soon...

Labels: mug mug

consecutive 2 days had those kind of 主炒 served at wedding dinner type.. wahahaha.. hmmm.. much more high class den 主炒 ba.. but i dunno wat's e name for it.. haha.. let's juz leave it as tat.. the point is.. BOTH DAYS I ATE FOR FREE~! wahahahaha.. XD

i hav sinned deeply.. but no time to repent.. muz repent at e gym after my exams.. heh.. who wan to go repent wif mi? ^^

photo time~ was bored, u c..
my cute little niece.. or izzit cousin.. =.= riiites.. anyway, is my mother's 3rd elder brother's daughter.. cute rite~ X) btw, her name is wei wen.. wt swt name.. =)

here's a pic tat i caught my mum terrorisin her.. haha.. she's not afraid of any1.. ANY1.. not even her own parents.. but she's horribly TERRIFIED of my mum.. lol.. n my mum keeps wonderin y.. cuz my mum always say she treat wei wen so well.. nv beat her or anythin.. =.=

well, if ur kids r goin out of hand.. u noe who to look for.. lol.. XD
used Effects : Solarize on tis pic..
juz plain bored.. alot of e dishes were taken away alreadi..

Labels: sinned..

had 2 papers 2day.. killer.. y doesnt things go well for once?
2 papers gg.. 4 more to tackle..

met up wif some big shots from Hiroshima Singapore Association 2day.. for a nice little dinner at a restaurant.. wat's more.. it's free~! haha.. tink i gain a few poounds le.. aahh.. shall worry abt it AFTER all my papers..
e president of e HSA givin a speech.. =) couldnt understand half of wat he's talkin.. as usual.. lol.. he's so small tat e bowls oversize him? hahaha.. >.< riiiites..... i feel so tall~ wahahahaha.. ^^
nice little photo of e ppl who seem 'present' to us.. haha.. tat is to say.. those whom we interacted wif.. hmmm.. not 4gettin mariko sensei.. not in e pic though..

Labels: hx no more

Innocence

Waking up to see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[CHORUS]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[CHORUS]

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
{2 times}

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant
It makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

[CHORUS]

oh great.. all hale the great msn virus.. or trojan.. wateva it is.. TMD.. argggghhhh..

2 tests tml.. Engineering Design & Financial Management for Engineers.. gg..

holiday mood alreadi..
no mood alreadi.. YOU noe y..

exams period.. wat great timin.. harhar.. blame who? myself la.. haha.. weakness..

study study study..



so deep tat it makes mi wanna do wat big girls dun.. lol..

am i tryin to set my personal record or wat.. haha.. it's been abt 40 hrs since i reali slept.. dozin off a while doesn't count.. gonna fall unconscious on my bed soon.. z.z

last woke up at sat mornin 8.30am cuz i had driving lesson at 9.. nth much.. same old shit.. wer's my parkin lessons? bleahz..

went daiko trainin at 12.. reached abt on e clock 1pm.. trained speedy n sanji til we almost 4got e time.. it's wasnt any later than 6.30 b4 we left e clubhouse as we had last minute photo takin wif m0oie.. her last time in PC111 til she flies.. sadness..

Outin Part 1

went mind cafe for dinner-cum-gatherin.. SHIOKS~! it's sooooooooooooo fun la~ sportin sportin sportin!! e funniest was a stunt tat i had to do which includes salutin my opponents n march whilst singin my fav army song.. couldnt tink of anythin at tat moment.. so i sang e commando's son n daughter thingy.. bit dirty.. lol.. sry.. cant help it cuz i reali reali couldnt tink of a song!! wahahahaha.. den i hav to fire my imaginary rifle 3 times n shout: "Tacos! Incoming! Everybody get down!" n reali get down on e floor wif my oppponents.. lol.. fun funs~
straightaway, my food came after i performed e stunt..
instead, i went to pick xin yi up from raffles mrt station.. lol..

DEN.. i kena kicked out from e team tat i helped so much.......... waaaa.. humph.. haha.. but luckily.. my new team won!! =P Justice.. ^^ no prize oso.. haha..

we played n dined n played dined n played some more.. i applied to be a part-timer at mind-cafe! haha.. goin for e interview soon.. might be workin after e exams.. hopefully.. =)
it's e kinda service tat i hav to provide tat attracts mi.. haha.. teachin ppl how to play games n somtimes play a little can be sooo fun! XD

mind cafe rox~

Outin Part 2

left wif mz, claire, moo n moi.. haha.. same as e simpsons movie gang.. went walkin around.. bought wine, choya n vodkas from a 7-11.. went drinkin n playin tai tee n bridge juz beside e merlion.. gd simple fun~
life's gd wen it's simple.. =)
after ghost stories ran out, company ran out too... leavin onli mi n moo around.. i nv knew i could talk for hrs n hrs n hrs on.. no juz us oh.. we had to yell out so tat we hav ant chance to go home..



reached home.. bathed.. out i go.. off to msia.. dozed off here n there while travellin on e car.. eating yum cha for lunch can prove to be fattenin too.. o.O so much food were odered.. fattenin.. tsk tsk tsk..
had full-body massage in e afternoon.. didnt reali wanted to go, but muz pei my sis n jie fu ma.. e massage was shiokkkkkkkk ahh.. though startin was painful.. i actually dozed off halfway as it was veri comfortable.. haha..
reached home at abt 5 plus..

left house ard 5 plus.. wen to something like.. crash some1's 1on1 tution lesson!! wahahaha.. ultimate lol..




still awake after so long.. time check : 2.08am in e mon mornin.. haha.. gtg slp le.. eyes.. heavy..

tio karma liao..
always disturb ppl.. now kena suan until like i swallowed a lime.. lol..
cl cl cl.. z.z

i knew smth someday like tis would happen.. heh.. taken revenge on.. i'm fine wif it.. haha.. all in e name of fun.. =D

i'm not petty or wat.. i juz 配合 u all onli.. harhar.. if not i'll try givin no reaction at all.. lol.. takes out all e fun yea?
but playin a fool oso has a limit u noe.. i noe tat myself..
i hope..
i hav nv tried to make ppl angry or dulan by goin over e limit.. too much.. lol.. XD

hope u noe wen to stop.. or else.. next time i play smth nastier n u giv black face.. no fun.. haha..

oh.. n no.. i dun wan light green shirt (wif white strips) nor red shorts (seems a little brown to mi) for my bdae present thank you.. haha..


整蛊人，一定会有一天被人整蛊。 tat's karma.. hahahahaha.. =D

Labels: skip my heart..

Simpsons the movie was great~!!!
horribly lame plot.. but is super hilarious! haha.. e laughter juz lasted throughout e 80mins.. fits of laughter still lingered even after e show..
double thumbs up.. ^^ maybe partly it's e company.. i tink our laughter was e loudest in e tiny cinema.. wahahaha.. XD

i tink my cheek muscles r still achin from e 'exercise'.. lol..

craps.. y am i still so slackin at tis point of time?
slap mi in e ass.. some1..? grrr.. muz study study study...



life's gd wen it's simple.. most of e time it isn't..
i try to keep it simple.. might be i'm simple-minded.. dun like complicated things..

Complicated

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it





old school song.. but it's my fav song a loooong time ago.. =)
i like avril lavigne..

wish life's simple..