A New Story

2009-02-10T01:35:00.001+08:00

anyone still reading my blog?
Lol. =D

2008-06-09T01:30:00.002+08:00

Taking a break feels good.

Been handing in blank pages for quite some time.
The game always stops halfway.
*Blanks*
God knows why.

Compromise is not an option.
"That's your problem, don't create trouble and become my problem."

2008-05-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

Faith has gone.

Despair is what remains.

The feeling of letting go is ever stronger.
That would be irresponsible.
Holding onto the smallest things to stay afloat.

Perhaps I'm just tired.

2008-05-25T23:20:00.004+08:00

2 blog entries to spoil my mood.
Everything aside,
Mid-semester tests first.

Don't talk like you know everything.

Don't talk like you know me.
Even if you did, well, people change.
Fuck situations.

If you have anything to say,
say it IN MY FACE.

After my tests, that is.

Who won't be sick of all these shit.

2008-05-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

2008-05-20T09:15:00.001+08:00

Oh my dog.

2008-05-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously, you're killing my sense of humor.

2008-05-19T23:35:00.004+08:00

To make others think positively about you,
you have to think positively about them first.

If you keep thinking, "they are bad, they are bad".
Do you think in your mind they would ever be good?

It takes two hands to clap,
same goes for making up.

No one wins in a war.
If you think I just want to win, how wrong you are.

Wouldn't it be funny for a leader to give in?

Doesn't it seems like the parents are gone and siblings are fighting like nobody's business?
Lol wtf.
Parents -> Respect.
Elder siblings -> Little / no respect.

I just want to find back the feeling for all of us. (Long long time ago)
If you don't want to co-operate, fine.

Just fuck off.

2008-05-18T02:09:00.004+08:00

I think I used this sentence today. Lol.

On second thoughts, I won't elaborate on this picture.
That person should know.

2008-05-18T01:47:00.003+08:00

A taste of how we used to train in the past.

No rest.
No air-con. (During clubhouse renovation)
No mirrors.
No complaints of tiredness.
No shit.

Yeah it's tough, but that's the way it is.
Past trainings have been too slack, WAY too slack.

Keep the concert in mind and forget all others.
The concert is supposed to pull everyone to work together and all.
It seemed to have defeated its own purpose.

If that's your narrow mindset, no one can change it for you but yourself.
I don't want to see the splitting of sides, but if you don't realise it yourself,
there is nothing I or we can do.

Even if some don't say it out, it was written all over the face.

But you know what?

I don't give a damn.

2008-05-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

This is what you are doing, biatch.

2008-05-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously sick of all the whining.
Whine and complain and whine and complain.
Honestly, is that gonna help anything at all?
I beseech you to stop, it'll only make everyone your enemy. You just don't know how many people are sick and tired of you.

Even your 'Gods'.

You called upon the 'Gods' to help you with it, but you only summoned the 'Devil'.
Which made things worse instead.
They asked me to scold you.

You asked for it.

Do not climb over my head.
I will fuck you down.

2008-04-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

Summary for the hectic weekend :

Went MOS on friday night for the event 'Lollipop', thereafter danced the whole night away till 4 in the morning.
Cabbed home with friends and slept straightaway in my lovely bed.
Woke up at ard 2pm and went for short daiko training at ard 4pm.
Went home ard 7pm hoping to sleep again, friend called, went for dinner. (URGH my sleep!!!)
After dinner and slacking, went supper-ing with another group of friends. (GG attendance, screw poke n his brother)
Cycled home at ard 4 in the morning. (Lol? Again)
SLEEP.
Woke up at ard 9am, went JB with my Sis n Bro-in-law.
Came back ard 10pm.

And I had a madman who tried to kill himself a couple of hours before my sis and I reached home. It was pretty serious, with police and ambulance and all. And very complicated.
Very.

Monday blues tomorrow.
On the bright side, there's the CCA drive.
Hmmm, I think I'm supposed to be perform tomorrow.
Lol.
Next 3 days is 'xian xmm days'.

Sleep!

2008-04-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

You just gotta read this. This is the BEST. LOL..

The story took place during the 7th month of the Chinese lunar calendarand revolved around a young lad named Sam.
Sam at that time was working as a general worker, in a small company located at Tuas.
During one particular working day, the whole of Sam's company was requested to work OT in order to meet a deadline due tomorrow.
By the time everything was done, it was already past 1 am and Sam was the last person left in the office.
He was left wondering whether there were still any bus services at this hour.
He decided to try his luck and quickly tidied up the office, locked up and rushed towards the bus stop.
The bus stop was situated by a small narrow road with dense forestation surrounding the area.
Sam waited for about 20 minutes and was about to make his way to the main road to catch a cab when a double deck bus appeared from nowhere.
He hesitantly waved it down, boarded the bus and the only person he saw on the bus was a frail ghastly looking old woman.
The old woman was dressed in white samfoo and black pant, attire favoured bymaids in those early days or "Ma Jie" as they were commonly known then.
Sam felt uneasy upon seeing her and was about to go up to the upper deck when a voice rang out in Cantonese, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous."
It was the old woman. Her comment sent a chill through Sam's bones and he figured that the upper deck might be "dirty".
He decided to heed the old woman's advice and grab a seat at the lower deck even though he felt uncomfortable by her presence.
It was anagonizing 20 minutes journey before Sam reached his bus stop.
He quickly alighted and turned to steal a quick glance at the old woman, who stared right back at him by the window.
Without further ado, Sam hastened his pace and was fortunate to reach home safely.

The next day, Sam was requested to work OT and ended up being the last person left in the office again.
It was already past midnight and Sam was contemplating whether to take a cab home but decided against it in the end as money was tight.
So he made his way to the bus stop again and after about 20 minutes, the same double deck bus appeared.
Sam boarded the bus and saw the same old woman again.
He decided to go to the upper deck again when the old woman called out to him, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous."
Even though, he heard it before, he still felt a certain fear inside him since it's the 7th month.
To be on the safe side, he reluctantly took a seat at the lower deck again and reached home with no incidents.

The third day, Sam was asked to do OT again.
By now he was feeling dreaded and worried as he didn't want to repeat the same process again.
But he obliged nevertheless since it's his livelihood.
He was, you guessed it, the last person left in the office again.
He made the same journey to the bus stop, occasionally checking his back as he walked.
The double deck bus arrived, he boarded it and saw the same old woman again.
As he proceeded to go upstairs, the old woman warned him again,"Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous."
Sam was fed up with the old woman by now and decided to go upstairs even though he was feeling a bit scared.
He saw no one else when he reached the upper deck and slowly made his way to the back of the bus and sat down.
Sam's heart began pounding away as he waited anxiously for something to happen.
After 30 minutes, with nothing happening, Sam went downstairs to confront the old woman and asked her why she kept saying it's dangerous upstairs.

The old woman turned, stared at him and replied, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous. Upstairs got no bus driver."

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

AN UNREASONABLE WISH REQUEST

A man was walking along a California beach and stumbled across an old lamp. He picked it up and rubbed it and out popped a genie!

The genie said, "OK. You released me from the lamp, blah, blah, blah. This is the fourth time this month and I'm getting a little sick of these wishes. So you can forget about getting three wishes. You only get one wish."

The man sat down on the beach and thought about it for awhile. Then he said, "I've always wanted to go to Hawaii, but I'm scared to fly and I get very seasick. Could you build me a bridge to Hawaii so that I can drive over there to visit?"

The genie laughed and said, "That's impossible! Think of the logistics of that! How would the supports ever reach the bottom of the Pacific? Think of how much concrete, how much steel. No. Think of another wish."

The man tried to think of another wish. Finally, he said, "I've been married and divorced several times. My wives always said that I don't care and that I'm insensitive. So I wish that I could understand women, know how they feel inside and what they're thinking when they give me the silent treatment, know why they're crying, know what they really want when they say, 'Nothing', know how to make them truly happy."

The genie said, "You want that bridge two lanes or four?"

LOL....
Gals pawned.. XD

2008-04-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

The drums are finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back.
Like after 1359247569346235 years.
The skins have hair. -.-
Weirdly, the drum skins look plastic-y.
Sounds plastic-y.
Makes me wonder if we've been cheated and they placed plastic instead of cowwwww skins.
Haha.

Oh. And I finally got to drive a car after I passed my TP!
Which was on last Saturday.
I drove my dad's BMW.
Guess what.
I drove a BMW!!! LOL!
Though it's auto.
Though it's laoya ; lockok.
Yay.

I called up my dad just now and asked if I could borrow his laoya car next time if I needed.
He said to ask him 1 day beforehand; which means ask like 1 week beforehand and remind him every fortnightly.
Haha!

If only I knew the roads. -.-
Cause I would probably get lost. In Singapore.
Oh my doggggggggggggggggggg. Lost In Singapore?!
-____-

2008-03-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

Yay!
I completed my Rubix cube in 15 mins.
I know it's slow, but I was referring to the mi ji written by ShengBin
Haha..
It's a accomplishment to myself.

I don't know what to take for GEMs tomorrow if i can't get into the guitar thingy which I want to take badly!
*Prays*
Double Yay!
Tomorrow registering GEMs at work, can slack off~
Gao xing.

I guess everybody's counting down to the days left in ITP..
It's 9 more days only!
Triple Yay!
1 digit only!
Gao xing.
Though I won't have money to spend...... -.-

Memories that haunt me.

2008-03-29T02:50:00.002+08:00

Blue.
One word for all that I'm feeling.

Zzz.
I hate this feeling.

Listening to blue songs and slow rock isn't making me feel better.
In fact, it's making it worse. @.@

Why am I feeling like shit even though nothing is happening.
ARGH!

2008-03-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

Passed TP, still, I get mocked by people. -.-
Hah.

To all the hopefuls wanting me to ferry you around :

I HAVE NO CAR.

Lol owned.

2008-03-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Inspirations come and go.
Back to work while recuperating from a stubborn illness, it came like waterfall..

Did I ever, EVER, say i am, or ever was a saint?
Good gracious, please think with your bird brain before you speak.
Maybe bring a voice recorder so that I can hear myself saying, "Oh, I feel like a saint~!"
Urgh.. Makes me feel like barfing thinking about the quality of the things you are able to say.

Please point out to me WHERE I say I have a problem with girls.
Maybe some.
Maybe only you.

This is MY blog, I type what I LIKE.
Fuck off if you don't like what I write here.
Go cry to your mummy.

Did I intimidate anyone?
Too damn sensitive, I'd say.
What's wrong with putting Undertaker's theme song when he was Bad Ass / Big Evil?
I like his style.

Since I'm sounded like an ahole, maybe i should at least TRY to live up to its name.
If not I'd not be living up to its name.

Warning : Content may not be suitable for the faint-hearted.

Next time when you want to accuse people of something, please show some concrete prove or specific occasion in which the event took place, if it ever took place in the first place.
Which is why nobody remembered any piece of shit that you said I did.

I admit that my brain process these purportless things slow, very slow.
Maybe you would want to submit your letter of complaint 1 week in advance for me to have ample time to do preparations for my defence.
And for the jury to have time to decide whether it is valid.

All that you are shooting is just plain bullshit so far.

I hit your hand because you're not holding the stick properly?
Lol. Why don't I see any swollen hands? As far as I know, there're quite a number of of ways to hold the stick.
Use your leg for all I care.

Me scolding "You are ugly" & "You are stupid" because your movements aren't good enough?
My, read the sentence above again if you don't notice how totally no link they are.
If I do that, what about Jack........ ( No offence, Jack ) Haha..

Next time if you fall down and break your front tooth, God knows if you'll be blaming me for punching your front tooth out because you are not smiling when playing DOH or something.
LOL.

How'd you like that?
Biatch.

2008-03-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

Having the subconscious knowledge that people are reading your blog is the biggest factor as to why you'll never get much infomation when you're reading someone's blog.
Restraint.
Filter.

So many things are racing through my head such that I don't think I'll make a proper flow in this entry.
Bear with me.

The continuous rainy days of this week made quite a number of people fall sick, including me.
Take care.

I cannot believe the childishness of some people.
Complain, complain, complain.

Restraint is kicking in again.
Till next time.

2008-03-09T01:14:00.002+08:00

Here it comes again.
Screaming so loud that it is inaudible.

I laugh at the thought that they will face the same thing in the future.
Perhaps even worse.
Or perhaps they won't bother.

Just let it fall.

It's time to let the badass loose.

2008-03-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

My keyboard was spoilt a few days ago, and I was lazy to go buy a new keyboard as I was having ITP. Shagged when I reached home, to go out to buy thing again? -_-

Still, I dragged my lazy bum on mon to buy one.
Actually it was because 3rd of March was supposed to be CabalSea Online 's Open Beta starting date. =X

Anyway, NOBODY (mel shuddup) guessed my previous song! Wahahahahahaha..
It's called Crush Crush Crush by Paramore. =D

I think there's no need to guess this song. Hah.
It's just a tribute to the past.
Don't bother guessing. Ask.

2008-02-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

Guess this song!
I've looked high and low for this song for a long time, man.

It somehow displays my feeling now.

I got OWNED on someone's blog. =_=

2008-02-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

I feel like learning so many things.
All musical instruments, and maybe a little of dance.

Someone told me that if I want to learn so many things instead of focusing on one, it'll result in having to stop everything halfway.

@.@

Compromise.

2008-02-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel like blogging about my ITP.

ITP is to help us get a taste of working life after school.
And I hate it.
I absolutely hate routines.
Unless it's something I have interest in, then I don't mind the routines.

But I'm doing something that is :
1. boring
2. tiring
3. mentally inactive
4. a chore

The only thing that is on the positive side is :

The pay.

The pay is high, compared to other ITP workers ONLY.
But I think to work at the EFusion job I was dispatched to originally would not have been any better.
Instead it would be worse, in terms of pay.

That's enough said.

Just endure,
Train up,
Think more,
And grow up.

Tomorrow work starts again..

2008-02-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

Friends.
You never know how much you need them until you lose them. Either temporarily or permanently.

True friends are hard to come by.
Same goes to those who are 'compatible' to you.

A simple " Take care " seems so emotional. Haha.

Poh Lim.
Don't have AX belt buckle don't come back. Lol.

2008-02-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

ITP is really taxing. It's just the first day and I ended up with a numb right index finger, 2 scratched hands, a lifeless body and an injuried soul.

Lol.

And I had the strength to go play badminton. Haa.. -.-

So much story to share on my ITP, that'll have to wait till tomorrow.
That's if I'm not dead after work AFTER GYM.

Ownage schedule.

Share some pictures before I drop dead on my lovely bed.

This cat has the stressed up face, don't you think so? XD
A close up view of the stressed up cat.
I see a funny similarity. Lol.
(Too bad she smiled, if not, LOL)

2008-02-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

Blogging in my 1st uncle's house (my mother's side) as i have nothing to do.
Haha.
I just lost 10 bucks at mahjong.

No Talent. -_______-

I'll just slack around.
If not, I'll just be a Chai Shen Ye and go around losing money. Lol.

Every year, lunar new year day 2 is always better than day 1 cuz day 2 is visiting my mother's side. Which I am closer to. ^^

Jaa.

2008-02-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

This song don't need any guessing already.
Obvious. DUH. -.-

It's lunar new year season, but somehow, the mood ain't seem to be there anymore.
Perhaps it's cuz as people grow older, they start to come to realise some things, unpleasant things.
I would rather be a child in that aspect. Wistful thinking.

During a gambling session, I heard something that stunned me, a casual remark while 2 of my aunties were talking.

"Live until 60 years is enough."

I totally froze there even though it was so casual.
It made me think about my life.
With that as a reference, I have lived 1/3 of the lifespan.
I questioned myself,
"What have you been doing?
What have you achieved?
What are you aiming to achieve?
WHAT DO YOU LIVE FOR?"

Live to live?
Purpose, for the life that I lead.

Stop and stare.
The world so beautiful out there.

Fair ain't what this world's about.
Fair ain't what you really need.

Yeah, I know that everyone get scared.

Steady feet, don't fail me now.

P.S. One of my auntie asked me the very same question I dread to hear every year.

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

GG.....

2008-02-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

Overdressed?!! Someone obviously doesn't have any sense of fashion. Who cares.
I haven't even whipped out my new CNY clothes! This is just my mix and match of my old stuffs.
Except the new hat and shoes.

This is my full view! Cool eh? Not nice must tell me, I don't mind one. If you have a better suggestion, even better. Haha.

If not, just shut up cuz you don't have the guts to wear what I dare to wear.
Nor the body, not to say the creativity.

No offensive.. ^^

2008-02-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

Wow, I didnt realise I haven't been blogging for quite some time since my exams are over!
Tons of happiness. But all that i envisioned to do after the exams somehow disappeared.

I realised I have changed.
Must be because spent too much time with Poh Lim.
He always say a lot of nao things.
Haha.
Joking. ^^
Anyway, thanks a lot.
Making me study at the CC; i can never study at home, truthfully speaking.
Teaching me a lot of 'philosophy' of his. Haha.
Gymming times.
ITP SAVIOUR!! (Hopefully it's a success)
And everything that I might have forgotten, you know how bad my memory is. Lol.

I like the cut out from The Newpaper posted on his wall.

" Life is for living, live it.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the foor of happiness closes, another opens.
But often, we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go.
Be who you want to because you only have one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that in the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Don't count the years - count the memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away! "

I have changed, and I wonder if I would still fit in.

2008-01-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

At last, the final paper is on thurs..
The mood to study is not there already,
because I literally spent the day (yesterday, to be exact)
to waste..
Not that I didn't study, I don't know what I'm studying!
GG..
How I hate studying something I have totally no idea about..

Of course, there's other factors too..

Moody........

2008-01-25T02:48:00.000+08:00

2 papers down, 2 more to go.
So tired, so tired.

A new song, anyone up to the challenge?
Haha.
This should be a little hard, but i think the vocalist is quite obvious.
Lol.
Totally in love with this song.

Anyway, I'll share a joke. I find this quite funny.
It's quite, how-should-I-say, not for the innocent minds.
Innocent people won't understand anyway. Haha.
So if you understand, den.. LOL..

A sadist, a masochist, a murderer, a necrophile, a zoophile and a pyromaniac are all sitting on a bench in a mental institution.

"Let's have sex with a cat?" asked the zoophile.
"Let's have sex with the cat and then torture it," says the sadist.
"Let's have sex with the cat, torture it and then kill it," shouted the murderer.
"Let's have sex with the cat, torture it, kill it and then have sex with it again," said the necrophile.
"Let's have sex with the cat, torture it, kill it, have sex with it again and then burn it," said the pyromaniac.

There was silence...

and then the masochist said: "Meow."

2008-01-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME.

If you know the name of this track, feel free to tag its name at my tagboard. Haha.
I think I won't be putting the names of the my blog song anymore, instead, you get to guess.
Lol. Like the FM987 "Song to Squeeze", mine is just "Guess the Song".
Yeah, it's a cheap way to get people to tag me. Wahahaha.
Actually I wanted to put songs from The Hush Sound, but I have vowed to myself to never show my weakness. Haha.

Tomorrow's the first paper! Eng. Maths 3!

2008-01-20T12:39:00.000+08:00

We Intertwined - The Hush Sound

In a field outside of town we could always be alone
Carry a blanket maybe a basket - and that's it
Innocence was the key I was locked up never free
Until you turned me

Like vines we intertwined (like vines we intertwined)
Carelessly growing up and growing old
Life was on our tongues (on our tongues)
And it tasted heavenly so good

I wake up and I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad song

I knew this was a dream it was too good to be true
Coincidences were a bit much too
Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wants to live in this place?
I don't, so I'll be sleepin in

Like vines we intertwined (like vines we intertwined)
Carelessly growing up and growing old
Life was on our tongues (on our tongues)
It tasted heavenly so good

I wake up but I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad song

Blankets here keep me from cold
Holding tightly my pillow
Frantically searching for her
Inside my head she is somewhere
She is somewhere

I wake up and I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad song

I wake up and I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad, sad song

Saw this band from Tomo's blog.. Not bad a band, I say..

2008-01-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

I think I smell of rottenness.. Lol..
Record created today :

First to arrive at Yishun Community Centre Study Room
AND
Last to leave Yishun Community Centre Study Room

Omi..

This is the last lap for this semester..
There is nothing to disturb me anymore..

Not even those annoying philosophical thinking that keep popping up,
induced by poke n moke 's constant talking about life stuff..

I vowed to myself I would never be emo,
lest type any emo things on my blog. I prefer to pen it down.

So here goes,
Poof..

Unless you happen to find my little book. Haha..

2008-01-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

this blog is not deserted.. -.-
exams are sooooooooooooo near..
i really don't want to forward or retain.. =X *touchwood*
so it's off to the yishun community centre to study..
there = concentration up 1000..

everything can wait until the exams are over..
there's so much
i need to do,
i have to do,
i want to do,
i wish to do.

I try not to think about it, for now.
I'll settle it after the exams.
Rest assured i will fuck you guys upside down for screwing me.
Yes, Ong Poh Lim, I'm talking about you guys.

My FYP is at stake.

2008-01-07T17:11:00.000+08:00

I wanna SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

I'll settle on punching the wall.

I have lost faith, in myself.

I didnt skip school to fail it.

Fuck.

Why isn't there anything to cheer me up?

2008-01-06T02:07:00.000+08:00

cool.
u 4 fucking pieces of shit.
wan to pang seh fyp oso dun wan to say earlier.
plan for so long den NOW den u say.
u cb kias or wat.
go to hell.
fuckin bitch.

2008-01-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

chanced upon e video of us playin Adventure at e very ending of e Hidano workshop..

suddenly missing all of tat..
funni Shinta-san..
super aching fingers, until u cant grip e drumsticks well, until ur hand is almost numb n u cant feel e sticks..
handful of plasters n strappers, it reali mean smth if those who rarely use strappers to use it..

quite stress-less days..

now is e time to get all stressed up..

EXAMS!!

2008-01-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

woooooo..
i'm so super lazy to blog!

too mani things happened?
dun wan to reveal?

keep guessing.. haha.. =)

anyway HEYPI NEW YAR everyone!

my new year gift is to study for e upcomin exams.. -.-

chao.. tml starts sch.. z.z

2007-12-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

it's either too busy or too lazy to blog..
plus some other *secret* reasons too.. haha..

anyway, been preparing for e boonlay countdown 2008 real hard..
seeing e efforts of e juniors make mi feel better..

it's so freakin scary la!!!!!!!!
e countdown seems so big-scale!
there's ministers n mediacorp involved!

e emcees r Kym Ng n Dasmond Koh man!!
n there's songs by Aliff (dunno who =X) n FELICIA CHIN!!!!!!!!!!
^_^ LOL!!!!!!!!

Light Up The Darkness.

2007-12-25T01:37:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone~! =)

i tink i sort of wasted away my xmas eve.. lol..
slept thru e day of xmas eve cuz i had overnite mahjong e previous nite.. hehe.. >.<

wan go out oso lazy.. everywer seems to be super crowded..

spontaneity is tml's schedule!
but lunch's at my bro-in-law's place..

e boon lay new year countdown on 31st dec seems to hav snowballed..
holy shit..
i'm scared!!! Lol..

2007-12-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

wat a way to start e holidays!
super memorable workshop with shinta-san n takada-san..
super bad runs..

last week's workshop was sat n sun with hidano-san n ma-kun..
great experience..

tis week's workshop was sat, sun, mon, n tues with shinta-san n takada-san..
oh.. n agm-cum-stayover on mon nite..
SUPER DUPER WOW EXPERIENCE..
mani mani thanks to all the people who contributed to tis wonderful memory..
like shuling's sparrow = 我打西.. haha!

although i was feeling terribly feeble on sat n sun..
although i was constantly having e runs on mon n tues..
i reali reali enjoyed e whole workshop n stayover..

i'm missing e lifestyle already~!

the 'last' dinner.. lol? 2 bigheads blockin mi n takada-san.. z.z
final pic b4 they 'fhew'... almost shed tears, cuz domu was cryin.. =.=
our 'special' place.. =)

mani mani attack point no!
OH MY GODDDDD!!!
level level up!
DON doko DON doko.
fighto!
ever repeato.
cheam tiger.
cheam rabbit.
base ryme.
main ryme.
good pen no. crazy pen.

i miss shinta-san..
oh my goddddd!!! like gay.. haha.. watever..
best sensei ever~!!

2007-12-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

xmas is comin~

tml is agm-cum-stayover~

let's get into e mood~

2007-12-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

one word to sum up..
sick..
feeling cold, cant summon my strength, no appetite, dizzy if i stand too long, n i cant take cold wind / environment..

but i feel tat it's a basic form of respect n appreciation tat i turn up for e workshop tat u hav made possible for us..

contact wif e drums gav mi strength..
but e journey to n fro was unbearable..

goin off to slp.. soon..
P.S. it's a record for mi to slp so early! lol..

2007-12-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

juz wen i tot. . .
nvm..

onli disappointment lies in my heart..
i can onli say i lost faith in u..

i wan to be un-feeling..
cuz everything tat i feel for juz breaks down..

2007-12-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

finally..
everything seems to tide over..
lookin forward tml~!

for another thing.. too..
finally..
it's over..

2007-12-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

False Pretense - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
{But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

2007-12-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

hidano-san 's workshop was simply superb..
awed by e new styles..
one should be flexible..

i reali enjoyed myself.. it's like something tat i used to in e past..
juz wen i tot things were better..

who noes..
it's e cheese thing all over again..

it's been a long time since i uploaded pictures, i realised..
here's some pics of Hidano Workshop 7-9 Dec 2007 b4 i get all emo.. haha..

note: posture was thought up of by hidano-san.. lol..
e essence of taiko drumming..
look out for tis priceless signature on our clubhouse mirror!
tryin to an suan hidano-san wen he was packin.. got caught red-handed.. =.=

he was kind enough to let mi 'an suan' successfully.. haha..

hope to c hidano-san n marrrrrrrrrrkun again soon!
meanwhile.. let's all do our best to perfect hidano-san's adventure! specially written for us.. =)
next time we meet, we'll be better in our skills! Hidano-san!

never hav i felt so hard to express appreciation..
n everything tat i wanted to do seems to be 1 step slower..

2007-12-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

everything seems to hav drifted away..
no i'm not referring to daiko..

been numbing myself..

wat a time to lose myself..

not doing anythin cuz i tink it's unfair to either of us..

til i find myself back..

our 7 person clique seems to hav turned to 4 person clique.

*no negative thoughts no negative thoughts no negative thoughts*

2007-12-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

bloggin is starting to feel like a chore alr..
somehow i dun wish to say how or wat i'm feelin too openly..
let's juz let e song speak on behalf of mi..

anyway, hope u're enjoying urself out there.. though i doubt u will c tis..
here's e perfect song for u..

Mary Jane - The Click Five

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary Jane

bitch..

2007-12-04T02:04:00.000+08:00

i overslept my JLPT.. great..

i tink i hav depression. period.

2007-12-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

tml's JLPT 4 test date!
erm.. i didnt reali studied.. nor prepared.. lol..
juz take it as it goes..
been reaaaaaaaali tired..

anyway, performed at SP Global Fest Concert n got to c music n dance performances from all over e world..
quite nice, i muz say..

e followin song was sung by SP Star champion..
nice~!! though tis song is like 4 years old.. haha..

Drops of Jupiter - Train

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Repeat 1st Chorus

2007-11-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

A: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true?
Doctor : Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster.

Want to live longer? Take a nap.

A: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
Doctor : You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.

A: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?
Doctor :No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain.
Bottoms up!

A: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?
Doctor : Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.

A: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program?
Doctor :Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good!

A: Aren't fried foods bad for you?
Doctor :YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!! .... Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?

A: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?
Doctor : Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.

A: Is chocolate bad for me?
Doctor :Are you crazy? HELLO. Cocoa beans! Another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around!

A: Is swimming good for your figure?
Doctor :If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.

A: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?
Doctor :Hey! 'Round' is a shape!

Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets.

And remember:

"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to
skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming
"WOO HOO, What a Ride"

AND......

For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies.

1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

CONCLUSION:

Eat and drink what you like.
Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

LOL!!! Pls do not try tis at home.. ^^

2007-11-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU
Alex, Cally, CY, Cixian, Claire, Doris, Felix, Frederic, Gaston & his gf, Han Kiat, Heriyanto, Jacelyn, Jack, Jeff, Jie Fu, Justina, Liang Quan, Lisi, Masako, Mak, Melanie, Ming Xuan, Min Zhong, Phan (Pun, lol), Poh Lim, Sheng Bin, Shu Ling, Sister, Veronica, Win Ying, Xin Yi, Xin Yun, Yi Pei, Yu yu, Zhi Cai, Zhi Qiang..

for making my 19th Birthday such a wonderful memory!
ur appearance at my bdae chalet is sooo impt u all noe.. ^^ thx~!

xoxo

special thx to : >.o
-lex for his warming hug
-CY
-xian for stayin over ( Mahjong Hua Sheng )
-fe for stayin over ( Dragon den owner.. lol.. )
-jacelyn for staying over
-jack too
-lisi for stayin over
-mak for stayin over
-phan for stayin over
-mel, justina, & veron for e special bdae card!

wat matters most to mi is e support u guys giv mi.. n tat all of u hav a great time at e chalet..
but seems like i made a mistake, awkwardness.. n i feel bad..

blue songs make ppl moody..

photos comin up soon.. com lag.. lazy to upload pics.. pls be patient!

2007-11-24T02:37:00.000+08:00

gao xing..
tis sun confirm alr..

Date : 25th Nov 2007 - 26th Nov 2007
Venue : Pasir Ris Costa Sands Blk S-07 (Double Storey)
Time : 6pm onwards.. Til next morning..

daiko peeps comin.. dota allstars comin.. n some misc..

if u r reading tis n i didnt invite u.. pls tell mi!!
i wonder if i missed out anyone.. lol..

2007-11-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

sibei chicken huge..
=.=

after fri gym..
KAN PHUA tired..
cuz i didnt go gym for like.. 2 weeks?

DEN...

2day.. (sun)
went gym wif felix n 1 of his fren..
which i barely noe, juz sometimes dota wif them..
tat's not e point..

e point is..

we trained for 3 1/2 hours!!!!
si bei siao 1 he..
keep pushin n pushin..

omi..
now whole body like wan to break apart liao..
did i mention we went swimmin b4 we went to e gym?
LOL..

Love It When You Call - The Feeling

I found a switch
Turned it on
I hit the ditch
You carried on
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are

O IIIIIO
you could choose a friend but you don't seem to have the time
O IIIIII
wonder if you ever get to say what's on your mind
O take a little time, take a little time

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all

Remember me, I used to be the best time buddy
That you couldn't wait to see
But getting old, it takes its toll
And hearts getting broken lead to people growing cold

O IIIIII
I'm flipping with a coin that's got a tail on either side
O IIIIII
I'm gonna be the one who makes you stop and realise
You could have it all
We should have it all

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all

Yea I wonder where you been
Yea I wonder who you seen
And I hope you find your train
When you do I really hope it's all it seems

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all

2007-11-18T02:24:00.000+08:00

it's down to e last paper next tues..
Aircraft PowerPlants 1 (APP1)

FINALLY!!!

celebrated felix's bdae on 16 Nov!
overnite mahjong.. -.-
total damage : 8 dollars..
omi..

maybe i'm having a chalet on 24 Nov - 25 Nov..
MAYBE..
my father's efficiency damn slow 1..
if he can book dao a chalet..
hua hee.. salute him..
he pay all.. lol..

so all ya peeps take a teeny weeny little bitsy small note n try to make urself free tat day..
Sat nite is e nite.. 24 Nov..

jaa..

2007-11-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

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By : Mr Gan Ming Xuan.. over Msn..

gen ben tempt wo..
cheesepie..
but damn exp lar..
muz hint my cousin for psp for my bdae.. wahaha..
still cant contact him den gg alreadi..
can slowly dream abt how to save up for a psp..
DREAM..
lol..

here's a quote from e internet :

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgment, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

-= End =-

wanch summory?

2 words..

Door Mats!
never in her house, but gets stepped by her n all e guys screwing in her bedroom!!

LOL!!!

awesome piece of treasure floating in e net..
hope there's no copyright infringement.. lol..

so gals.. wat'd ya tink abt tat?
it's damn true rite..
dun deny ah..
cuz u noe deep down in ur heart tat it's bloody hell true..

any comments? *smirks*
lol..

was surfing e net..
look wat i found..

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gen ben LOL to ming xuan's offer!!!
PAWNED..

2007-11-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

tis is a Euro Cup 2000 de song..
yes.. it's 7 years ago de nao song.. lol..
but i like..
haha..
it makes mi motivated..
get mi HIGH..
Campione ftw..

some1 wrote mi an essay..
abt how a day can make the difference in her world..
nao liao..
meetin 1 hr until finally decided on smth le,
seems like it's not a veri good decision?
aahh.. "i'll do wat i can"
wat can i do?
gg..

next week MST week..
Mon : Mechanics 2
Tues : Jap lang 2
Wed : Aircraft Maintenance Practices, AMP
Thurs : Pro E
Fri : Aircraft Electrical & Instrumental Systems, AEIS

lai liao lo..

There can be only one...
tell mi y u moody mi.. u weird ass..

2007-11-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

thx for all e encouragements..
i noe wat to do now..

Life ends when you give up.

I won't let my life end.
So i shall fight on!

i juz wish my mum would stop naggin..
use com nag, tis little thing nag, tat little thing nag.. diam diam la..

2007-11-09T13:53:00.001+08:00

Hope for the BEST bdae ever~!

2007-11-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

aahh..
y dun u always make mi tink abt my life?
yeah.. i admit..
been living my life day by day..
no goal, not striving, no motivation, slackin..
disgraceful..

Looking at your goals in life really makes mi feel...
Somehow i can't seem to find a word terrible enough to describe it.

Why can't i wake up from this state of mind?

I want to study,
I want to have more friends,
I want to have goals in life,
I want to feel good about myself,
I want to earn high pay when i work in the future,
I want to get good grades and hopefully be able to get into a University,
I want to live a more fulfilling life.
And I want to get a girlfriend. ( Then again... )

Feels shitty to be able to think about such ideas yet unable to accomplish them.
Anyone of them.

Feels shitty to be born in a broken family.
I don't have a brother to share porn with like you.
I don't have a girlfriend to share my happiness like you.
I don't have such an interesting yet inspiring father like you.
I don't have anyone here at home with me as I am typing this entry.
I have an elder sister; married. Now living in Jurong with her husband.
I am all alone.
I have my mother; she has her own life with her friends. Almost every time, she nags at me for every little small things. And I can never win an argument with her even though I am not wrong. She will just say, "Go live with your father."
And she wins. I shut up.
I feel lonely.

I am ashamed that I can't really study by my own.
I am ashamed with my my life up til now.

I am almost tearing as I'm typing this entry.
I hope you are happy that I wrote this long entry of self-confession with head and tail.
No mysteries whatsoever.
Understand me now?

P.S. I don't hate my mum, I love her. It's just hard for me to express it.

naked, i stand.. in front of all..
no deceits, nor lies around mi..
i've juz spoken my most truthful self i hav hidden for so long..

2007-11-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

super wow day..
1st time i saw so mani daiko groups gather tgt..
n perform for each other..
stress...................................

lucky we fared well..
haha..
shan't giv bad comments..
NOT LIKE SOME1.. lol..

lemme c..
there was JAS, KCC, ourselves, tampines, MINDS and YCKCC..

mixture of drums, chachiki and flutes was great..
oldies songs proved powerful.. thumbs up to jill's da gu..
us.. lol no comments..
overdosage of spinnin actually has e opposite effect.. n wat's wif e scores n score-stands? weak..
MINDS proved mi wrong.. kudos to their spirits..
YCKCC.. gg startin fly stick..

sad to say.. didnt get to c AOBA daiko perform..
dunno y.. they seem to strike an interest in mi juz by their name n finale solo..
lan de onli 2 ppl go..

ahh.. nvm..
once again.. kudos to Sue for bringin us such a successful n enjoyable event..

2007-11-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

SICK

fuck.

2007-11-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

too moody to blog alr..
n fucking sick too.. runny nose, sore throat, a little cough..
i dun care anymore..
not intending to go c doc, ate chocos, snickers n tibits..
but it's gonna get mi fatter.. nb..

anw, 2day's sentosa performance was great..
yawk yawk..
performed in front of 100 over ASEAN ministers..
yawk yawk..
high class..
yawk yawk..

damn tired.. need slp..

2007-10-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

What Makes A Man - Westlife

Oh yeah
This isn't goodbye even as I watch you leave
This isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry even as tears fill my eyes
I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be okay

Chorus
Tell me what makes a man
wanna give you all his heart
smile when you're around
and cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
wanna love you the way I do
girl you gotta let me know
so I can get over you

what makes her so right
Is it the sound of her laugh
that look in her eyes
When do you decide
she is the dream that you see
that falls in your life..

when you apologise
no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Repeat Chorus

other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you
Tell me

Repeat Chorus

song dedicated to myself..
though Westlife is like.. nvm..

FTL :
Mon - Mahjong.. lost $0.70
Tues - Mahjong.. lost $3.10
gg..

tml start doin e-learning work..
hopefully can study a bit..
or will procrastination triumph?
baaah..

SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO SO EMO

2007-10-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

Tell mi wat makes a man.

horny, sweet, naughty, caring, smart, and rich = pohlim

he says..

2007-10-30T02:45:00.000+08:00

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath,
after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

2007-10-29T01:51:00.000+08:00

sry readers..
been busy these few days..
i 'Escaped' trainin on sat..
celebrated my brother-in-law's bdae at chinatown's 10 dollar ktv for e whole afternoon..
now a bit sore throat.. lol..
after dinner, played a 6 ppl pool.. with e help of poker cards..

now feeling damn sian..
adrenaline rush seemed to hav ceased..
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK..

tml mahjong session with poke, guston, ti ko n chuchupeans..
hua hee.. 1st time had such gathering wif my pathetic DARE 2B/02 class..
my clique FTW.. still lack 2 typicals tml.. mx n ah poo..

no reason y after 2 live-ly days, i'm feeling down..
fucked up.. must be cuz talking to u on msn..
it's always ups n downs wif u.. cheesepie..

2007-10-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

unstable concoction brewing during e trainin..
n melvin sparked it off..
wat the fuck is ur problem..
i dun like such childish taunt and mocking..
it seemed like a small incident, but e gesture is veri big to mi..
so, gd luck to u lar.. stepping on my tail aint a wise thing to do..

smth tat i've learnt at my GEMs, though i slept a while..

1. What You See Is What You Get..

seriously man.. tat's e true way of life..
it's e total opposite of hypocrites..
saying wat u feel, it's better den ACTING polite n backstabbing ppl rite?
haha..

2. Singaporean adults are veri bad at expressing emotions..

quite true.. maybe it's e shyness..?
seem to c poker faces all along.. watever..

felt tired these few days..
it's like a slp-inducing cloud ish hangin over my head.. haha..

For those who watched Live The Dreams~!

so hate it wen extras come in to disturb a beautiful song..
Jenny!!!!
a nice song until those finalists came n spoiled it!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
ESPECIALLY FENDI~!!!!!!!!!
HE DUN DESERVE TO WIN LAR!!!!!!!!!
TMD..
luckily By Defination (or izzit Definition?) won..
if not... Live The Dreams FTL..

adding on..

3. Verbal, Vocal, Visual. Which has the most believability?

Verbal - 7%
Vocal - 38%
Visual - 55%

Verbal is e message - e words u say..
Vocal is ur voice - e tonality, pitch, pace, n rhythm of voice..
Visual is wat ppl c - ur facial expression n body language..

in e past, there wasnt any technology..
thus ppl communicated face to face..
so there's all 3 Vs present..

a few years back, ppl used to communicate widely using telephone..
there's still verbal and vocal..

NOW, ppl mostly use MSN or SMS to communicate..
wat's left of e 3 Vs?
onli Verbal..
a mere 7% believability..

wat can u infer from tis?

2007-10-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

had so much to blog tis whole day..
but wen i put my ass on e computer chair n start loggin in into blogger,
i cant seem to find all my words..
weird..

been feeling like a loner these few days..
been to gym alone..
swimmin and suntannin alone..
eatin dinner alone..

solitude can make a person emo for no reason..

lucky i turn back to my cheerful self wen in company..

i tink..

juz 1 more thing b4 i go to slp..

i cant believe tat i hav to write an argumentative essay!

e most unbelievable part is tat :

I HAV NEVER WRITTEN, NOT EVEN ONE MISERABLE ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY IN MY ENTIRE 5 PATHETIC SECONDARY SCHOOL YEARS!!

lol.. gg..

2007-10-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

I Will Follow You Into The Dark is SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!!!!!
haha.. moi ish addicted to it dip dip..

watch e youtube video n u'll noe y~!
haha.. i luv e rabbits~! =D

the song is so simple, yet with sophisticated lyrics..
it's so emo, yet so sweet n romantic..

tat's wat deeply attracts mi besides e touching video..
i'm super addicted super addicted SUPER ADDICTED to tis song~!
i seldom giv such high compliments to songs de neh~!

some1's gonna wanna slap mi for stealing her song.. AGAIN..
haha! XD
SIC~! Sharing Ish Caring~! bwahahaha..

2007-10-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

2007-10-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab For Cutie

Love of mine some day you will die,
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule,
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black,
And I held my tongue as she told me,
"Son, fear is the heart of love."
So I never went back.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

You and me have seen everything to see;
From Bangkok to Calgary.
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down;
The time for sleep is now.
It's nothing to cry about, '
Cause we'll hold each other soon.
The blackest of rooms.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

2007-10-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

slacked my day away~!
at least i got out to meet poke for sting ray!
wahaha.. delicious.. but like not hot enuff.. =X
nevertheless, SHIOK! haha..

tml ish gotch clementi cssc performance n trainin..
z.z
on a SUNDAY..
oh wells, gtg slp~

EDMW ftw..
lols.. so damn boredx.. been surfing it all day..

well almost all day..

JAA~

2007-10-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

gymed on thurs, gymed 2day, swimmin n maybe gymmin tml,
daiko trainin on sun, maybe gymin on mon..
GG..

2 tired to talk abt 2day..
juz glad tat everything turns out fine..
ur silence is wat frightens mi, im not reprimanding u..
i was speakin to u as an equal..
i juz felt tat rushing was not a gd way of teaching..

so tiredx..
100% Whey Isolate FTW~!

2007-10-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

seems like i hav a very demanding reader.. haha..
i dun update, he complains..
i update, he say too short, might as well dun update..
LOL~!

somemore ish pervert lai de!!!!!!! wahahahahahaha..

he kan phua tio OWNEDDDDDDD..

we went gym juz now n he tot he saw his fren from ytss.. a gal..
he TOT..
den he giv her e 'Hello' eyebrow and smile.. (raises eyebrow n smiles)
no response from e gal, she juz stared at him..
LOL~!
GG..

wrong person LAR!!!!!!!! gahahahahaha.. XD

tat gal muz be tinkin : WA LANNNNNNNNNNNN
遇到 PERVERT!!!!!!!!

lol pwned..
gen ben make a FOOL of yourself.. XD

2007-10-18T16:48:00.000+08:00

someone must be smiling today..

Especially and only today..

HUA HEE..

note: not me..

2007-10-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

sch day blues..
thankfully, tml's thurs alr!

lookin forward to nth though..

damn.. elmo's comin out..
*stuffs elmo back in*

you are seriously screwing mi up,
if that is,

your personality.

2007-10-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

whoaaaa.. ytd total no life.. 2day kan phua life.. Lol..
i spent my whole freakin sat wasted in front of my bloody com.. ROT!!!
like wat pohlim said.. wat a sin as a 19 year old.. lol..

2day gao xing.. lol..
gym in e morning, suntan in e afternoon, watch tv show and use com at nite..
"aaahh... life.." ^^
week 4 liao.. abit dou liao.. gettin rdy to start engine liao.. muz typical like my frens..

like a bit addicted to swimmin n suntannin on sun liao.. haha..
make it a point to do it every sun..

wont talk abt how irresponsible i feel u r.. since i am not supposed to noe it.. Yet..
we will survive.. harhar..

advised to redraw myself.. i'm not happy abt it ah..
cuz it's like tellin mi not to be myself? lol no offence though i feel u're quite rite..
i juz dunno how to do it.. lemme c how it goes 1st can?

furthermore.. i feel like i'm so secretive.. i tink ppl onli noe abt 20% of mi? ftl..
i juz cant seem to find any whom i can talk everything to..
EVERYTHING N ANYTHING..
not tat i dun trust.. juz not appropriate.. haa..

weird to say contradicting things.. but tat's wats i'm feeling now.. so.. be it..
wat an even weird-er way to end off..

P.S. i'm lookin SOOOOOO much like elmo rite now.. cuz sun tan has not made my much darker,
but much redder!!! lol.. >.<

2007-10-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

wa lannnnnnnnnnnnnn..
now even more ZAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

liang quan juz told mi tat my tester is e BEST TESTER..
n tat was his 1st tester too..
he was formerly from SSDC, den went to CDC..
Robu Isnin..

same tester, same fault, same 1st attempt..

wa lannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
FUCK!!!!!

kan phua moody..
i juz lost a fucking best chance to pass TP..

2007-10-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

back from 30kg weights gym workout.. almost strained my left arm..
who cares..
feeling much better now.. thx once again.. pohlim.. =)

我真的很不甘心。
i've let down all those who wished mi good luck n those who had high hopes on mi passing..
most importantly, i've let myself down..
there goes my planned birthday present to xy, cl and sl..
it was a definite pass if not for e stupid kerb.. Fuck..

shan't tink more.. if not i'll zam e wall again..

group photo of ytd's "E drummer" movie outing..
credits to jack.. n e unknown passerby photographer..

2007-10-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

ZAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..
damn kerb cost mi 20 points n 2 immediate failures..
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..

cumulated 26 points and 2 immediate failures..
2 Strike kerbs : 10 points each
Mount kerb : Immediate failure
Improper action causing accident (mount kerb) : Immediate failure
Change lane abruptly : 4 points
Incorrect braking technique : 2 points

moody rage..

later goin gym all workouts 30kg.. CB..

2007-10-11T11:18:00.000+08:00

currently in sch.. countdown 5 hrs plus to my TP!!!
DOU to e MAX!

gettin excited n oso scared at e same time..

thx for all e gd luck wishes~! =D

2007-10-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

E Drummer was not a bad movie.. but not too good either.. shabby movie plot.. but superb drummin skills!
felt so worthwhile to watch wif so many new daikoreans.. haha..
it feels like those times in e past~! woots.. HARHAR..

went past a ESPN soccer advertisement last sun.. it was.. meaningful? lol.. still in my mind ah..

No slacking, only attacking.
No tears, only revenge.
No fears, only goals.
No cheers, only roars.

i juz kinda like it.. hahaha..

tml's e big day!! TP ah.. DOU!!!
muz relax relax relax.. ~.~
*prays for luck*
i dun wan to hav to do all workouts 30kg eh.. wan my life izzit.. lol..

P.S. Thx mel for e IVP windbreaker! it's damn nice!! haha..

2007-10-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

2nd last driving lesson b4 i take my TP..
much better.. but still.. lack of confidence in parkin n changin lane.. lol.. =X

school blues man.. these days..
cuttin down on my dota time.. need more slp.. =/

shan't comment on smth though i hav tons of comments..
n i noe for sure alot others hav as much if not more to say den mi.. lol..

counting down 2 days to TP..
btw i'm a Choleric from tat temperament test.. =) wif a score of 40..

2007-10-08T01:38:00.001+08:00

one hell of a nite on sat..
zq the terrorblade / twin head dragon bdae..

cake fight sia.. plus whip cream n all..
nope i didnt take part.. haha..
pics will come later.. tired now.. tml's lesson at 10.. to 5.. gg monday blues..

2day (sun) planned to go swmmin n sun tan de..
who noes e stupid weather play trick on us..
us as in mi n zc.. fred couldn't make it cuz he has to meet his tenant..

we swam a while n waited for e sun to come out.. which didnt..
n it rained..
so we went out to eat lunch..
whilst walkin there, e sun CAME OUT!!
veri veri strong tat type.. ****!!!

wth lar.. since we were alr out, might as well go eat 1st..
following spoils e day:

e western food stall we wanted go ain't open,
n after we ate, e sun was gloomy all over again..

damn.. next week we'll try our luck again... =)

wat can i say.. harhar..

2007-10-05T01:24:00.001+08:00

2day's driving lesson ZAM!!!
tio scolded n nagged upon until like fuck..
small small mistakes will cost mi 1 TON marks for my TP.. DOU~!!!
2 more lessons n it's my TP alreadi..
n my morale is like damn low lar.. cb.. cant concentrate.. argh!!!
nvm, tml will be a better day! i hope..

poke MOODY..
gf tio bully.. he RAGE sp school flower.. haha.. nv knew he love his gf so much.. =X as in, couldnt c in e past lar.. cuz he wif us 7 guys always.. ehem ehem.. hehehe.. shan't sexpose him..
dun say i kp u lar.. haha..
u r my mentor leh.. lol.. ish u make mi wan to go CC n study de.. gym oso..
so i muz reali thank u..
THANK YOU AH ONG POH LIM!!!

poke FLY liao.. lol..

u once wrote in ur blog..
Good Things Come To Those Who Wait.

i shall try n c.. haha..

time flies..
7 days countdown to my TP..

2007-10-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

firstly, i would like to specially reply jack's kind tag..
my reply :
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
JACK
U
WAN
TO
GO
SUN
TAN
!!!!!!!!!!!

lol.. purely for entertainment.. no harm intended.. >.<

been receiving complaints tat they dun understand wat i was blogging abt for these few days!!
lol..
tat's e whole point.. wahahaha.. =P

dun read too much into it lar.. lol..
i oso dunno wat i was writing.. nonsense maybe.. =X

GEMs today revealed to mi tat my type ish an Agape..
most prob u dunno wat's an Agape.. n i'm not bothering to elaborate.. harhar..

okok.. i admit.. i'm goin crazy.. soon..
somebody come ease it,
kick mi,
slap mi,
knock some sense into mi..

haaa..

2007-10-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

-refresh

aLvIn is back!!!

haha..
i thank all who has showed mi care and concern.. =)
i never knew, i never knew.. lol..

to those in doubt, i hereby declare tat all my previous posts doesnt concern e newly formed couple.. haha.. onli once i quite distinctly referred to them..

lastly, i hope tat u noe tat all's abt u..
y should i hav let wat some1 said abt u affect wat i tink abt u?
even if she's ur fren?
u hav once again given mi hope,
strength,
and courage
to carry on..
i juz hope tat i'm right..

i desperately need a tan.. any1 up for suntanning sessions? lol..

2007-10-01T18:26:00.000+08:00

True - Ryan Cabrera

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2007-10-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

things definitely seem to be lookin gd.. i'm surprised!
no retaliation.. tat 4 letters r so powerful.. lol..
gdgd.. i meant no harm too.. =)

the more i talk to you,
the more it seems tat wat she said was true.
i can't deny anymore.

i called out loud,
all but you answered.
i'm surprised at the replies,
but nevertheless thankful.

it's time to pick myself off the ground

and get over it.

Fuck.

2007-09-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

watever i've said.. we're all still frens..
so no worries..
i'll be fine..

maybe i'm juz naive.. in one way or e other..
maybe i'm juz emo-y..

okok.. i wont tink so much..
but a terrible thing keep poppin up in my head, n i cant help it..
dun ask mi wat is it, i promised tat person i wont tell..

i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.
i'll be fine.

in my previous post, my 'Ask mi'..
it wasnt literally Ask mi.. Lol.. XD
jkjk, i MIGHT tell u if

1. u're trustworthy to mi
2. appropriate person
3. not in msn

LOL! dun mind mi.. tat's an attempt on humor.. =)

2007-09-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

ISC performance over.. not gd.. not gd at all.. need to work on e special things tat we r lackin.. like teamwork n such..
juniors' 1st performance! not bad for them.. jiayou! more to come.. definitely.. hope tat more juniors can be up to standard n we can hav bigger gatherings after performances..

almost felt like it was back to e past.. so mani ppl, feels warm..
except for e presence of couples.. they make us feel so bright..
should learn from pohlim.. dun mushy mushy in front of all friends..
he TINK of how others (their frens) feel if they 2 keep stickin to themselves..
go honeymoon forever if u wanna.. dun make us feel weird / extra..
it's not like as if u hav to stick wif ur uhem uhem cuz u're not close wif us.. we r ALL FRENS.. VERI GD FRENS shld i add.. unless it's my own naive tinkin.. juz tell mi if tat's my own naive tinkin..

maybe juz mi.. scold and/or retort if u wan.. i heck care already..
i see, i say.. U PAY..
lol.. tat's from "Life or something like that"..

juz wen e clouds were lifting, a new batch of dark clouds approaches..
will wind blow them away?
do i like sunny days or rainy days? 晴天? 雨天?
feels like 晴天雨..

dun try to interpret, u will onli get it wrong..
ask mi..

2007-09-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

2day attended GEM : Love & Relations..
solo again.. meanin gem-ing alone wif no frens.. haaa..

nevertheless, tis GEM is much more interestin compared to e previous 2 ( Visual Basic Prog & Financial Management for Engineers )..
can learn abt RQ.. haha.. Relations Quotient.. nv heard of rite.. harhar.. ^^

but wen we splitted ino random number groups, i had unfortunately been grouped into e room's QUIETEST group.. tmd.. i'm like e onli 1 talkin, occasionally a guy would help mi out by tlakin a litttle.. sian.. hope tat tis group is SUPER temporary.. gonna die from e silence of e group lar.. lol..

i tink tis sem's GEM class is gonna be WOOTS!!!
i like tis class la, as in, module.. haha..

e most impactful thing was learnin abt the term 'hyper-sensitive'..
it's impactful cuz i tink i hav it.. lol.. gg..

tired alr.. gg slp.. nitez =)

2007-09-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

had my circuit trainin (drivin) at Ubi 2day..
my circuit bookin was 6pm at Ubi Comfort Driving Cenre.. driving starts at 5.30pm in yishun..
so i hav 30 mins to drive to Ubi.. haha.. wif no expressway..
i was practically stamping on e accelerator.. wahaha..
n my instructor nv scold.. ^^ btw, i reached Ubi CDC at 6.10pm.. heh.. not bad oh..

except for an immediate failure mistake (forgot to stop at e white line) & a small kurb-ed at e crank course (10 points) , all was well..

after e circuit trainin, was left wif half an hour to go back to yishun..
to make things worse, it was peak hour..

TRAFFIC JAM!!!

argh.. =.= damn slow lar..
lucky my clutch control was PRO.. lol.. flow was quite fast for my 1st traffic jam (as compared other traffic jams wen i wasnt e driver)..
reached yishun abt 7.45pm..

i juz hate it tat my max. speed is capped at abt 60km/h.. by my instructor.. haiz..
influenced by chun harng n jeff.. muz be.. haha.. cuz i sat in their cars 2day!

off to bed~!
half lookin forward to tml's Love and Relations GEMS.. nites..

2007-09-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

share some quotes from frens..

快乐是什么？不快乐是因为曾经快乐过。 from zai rong..

女人是不喜欢好的男人。 from kay seng..

money can buy you girls, not love. from mak..

haha.. weird rite.. dunno y they juz keep poppin up in my head..

1st day of sch..
met a draggy powerplant 1 lecturer..
still our same old eng maths teacher, yes still wif e funni pronunciation.. XD
n a slp inducing mechanics tutorial teacher..

sian..
muz focus focus focus!!!

muz be one of those PMS period.. =.=